Not mad, just extremely enthusiastic about punching.

NOTE POSSIBLE TRIGGERING TOPICS WRITTEN BY SOM,   18+.   they/them ESTABLISHED SINCE 2024

I dunno what logic that is. Don't you think TALKING about difficult things actually MEAN I'm fine with it? Like you know...My mom died, my dad's messed up, and when I talk about that, it means I've healed! Or even better, it helps me to heal. The more I talk about it, the better it is. It doesn't mean I'm bitter or angry or whatever. I dunno if you've ever lost someone for example. Like... you know. My mom. For a couple years, it freekin' hurt. Because the grief was still fresh. But as time went on, I could mention her without you know... feeling like crap. And that's a pretty normal way to process things, last time I checked! Bottling up stuff never helps yo!! It just makes you suddenly remember crap and cringe and get mad and stuff. Right? If something I say or do bothers you somehow, or triggers you, maybe you need to let go of something related to that. And you can't control what others do, or decide their timeline of processing their issues, or whatever. You can't tell them how to feel, or that their timeline for healing is wrong or bad for em or whatever, it's not. We're all different.

What?! I'm allowed to talk about whatever I wanna talk about! I don't speak out for attention, or because I'm bitter, I speak out to share about how it felt to grow up and be me. If it bothers you, then maybe you've got to figure out why!! I also speak out cause maybe someone will benefit from it. If I can make someone else who's going through the same thing feel less alone or even seen.... then that's good thing!

"Ah. I guess I am sensitive sometimes. But it's not a bad thing to feel things. It's not healthy to not talk about your feelings, or ignore em. And if I have a question, I'll ask. I hope people ask me stuff too, if they need to. I don't ever want anyone to feel like they can't approach me about stuff. I want my friends to say how they feel. Always. Even if it means, it's something I did wrong. I'd never get mad about that...I'd like to know. Cause...I'd like to say sorry, even if it means you don't wanna talk to me no more. At least I'd feel peace in my heart saying sorry."

"Oh. I see. Come and sit with me child." The tall rat furrowed his brows, gesturing for you to come sit at the very place his students would sit. On the mat, in the middle of the room. He turned away and walked over to the little shrine located in the back of the room. The one with the daruma dolls, good luck charms, candles, the pictures of his family. When he returned, he kneeled down and placed a candle before you. "See this flame, my child?" He says, his hand curving around it as if to feel its warmth, as if to protect it against any draft. "This is you. And you shine bright no matter what someone says about your flame. They may mock it. They may say it is not what it is. But the truth is, it's real. It may flicker, or be extinguished for a short period of time. But when it does, all it needs is tender care. With a little help and support from a friend and it will burn brightly yet again. "My child, my advice is to see your worth and potential and how you burn bright on your own. We can't control what other people say and do. When we try to do that, we overextend ourselves, we can burn out, and lose sight of what is important. And people might not see the beauty of their own flame. They just see yours. Welcome new friends who will appreciate you for the way your flame burns. Good friends will respect your light. They would nurture it, instead of criticizing it or trying to change it." "My second advice is, to understand that it is what it is. Speak your truth. Communicate boundaries. But even when we do, we can't control what people do or say. Things might not change. In fact, it might get worse if we engage. Sometimes, the best we can do, is to step away. Try to sit with the feeling of disappointment until you are ready to move on. Disappointment and sadness is not a good feeling no? But it's necessary. Sometimes we have to be upset, so that we can become angry, and then feel empowered to make a change to protect our own flame. And then, when we let go of the painful experience, let go with a sense of appreciation of the lesson that helped you grow."

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"Buh buhhh whyyyyyyyyyy"

I believe I do...? huh...But it seems like I can no longer see my blog the way I originally set it up. I will create a post with the rules and all my muses.

"I'm gonna ask Dr Feelings to hold a mini seminar, just for you. Ahem! Take a seat, and I'll get the projector going." He whips out a long metal pointer and whacks the screen, directing your attention to some images; a lovely little picture of a journal, a person hold a hand over their heart while someone else is yelling in the background, and then, something that looks like a big city. A community full of people. "First thing and most important is, feel your feelings. Make a journal and put all your feely feelings in it. Perhaps they're little drawings? Or perhaps little poems! Draw them out the way you want. And soon, the lil book will be a precious little treasure describing your inner world...A lovely little secret you can share with the ones your trust. And second, when someone else is being grumpy and making you feel anxious and sweaty and icky, take a moment and say hey hey hey! I need a lil' break. Don't allow peoples storms to knock out over. Look out for you, just like... a protective best friend. Cause that's when you start loving you baby! And at last. You're a work in progress. But you're not a lonely turtle on a turtle island, we are a community! The people allll around you are there to help you and support you. And if you feel overwhelmed, let someone help you split all your tasks into something easier to manage. Simplify your goals, and you get where you wanna go easier and faster!"

"Do you wanna fight or something?? Who cares, Raph. I got you guys now. I can tell it's you by the way. "

"Well the dude who got me kicked out from my old team had a pretty rigid personality, and I heard he pressured people to not talk to me. I bet he had lots of logical ultimatums and reasons for me to be shut out. I know, cause he's like that. But, I know he did it for his own sake. Maybe to look after his own interest and reputation, you know? He wanted to be the big shot. He didn't want me around for the sake of competition. And now? I just hope the other guys don't feel bad about how it went down, or what they did. Cause... I know they were manipulated and pressured.