MARINA Ā LOVE Ā + Ā FEAR Ā ( Ā FEARĀ Ā ) Ā SENTENCE Ā STARTERS
You say that you found me, Iām the one you waited for.
And my mood, it changes all the time.
Why is what you give never enough?
I donāt trust my head, no, I donāt trust my damn mind, no.
I smile with tears in my eyes but I canāt be acting like this.
Let go of my thoughts, let āem fly away, swear Iāll be better.
We walk and talk and think alike. We all cry the same tears at night.
Nothing ever stays the same but all I know is life is strange.
Donāt know what Iām doing with my life.
Is it ever gonna be enough to love another and be loved?
Seems like everybodyās having the best time of their lives.
You donāt know me like you think you do.
Everybody thinks that youāre a star but underneath I see just what you are.
You, yeah, you break me down. Yeah, you shut me out.
You donāt know Iām just as bad as you.
Everybody thinks that Iām the heart of every party, but itās just the start.
Deep down, I know that weāre just the same, burning slowly through the dust and flames.
Do you think they wonāt remember?
Youāre only sorry when youāre coming down.
Real hearts donāt lie, take it from me.
Oh my god, I think itās karma.
Aināt it funny how it all adds up when youāre always tryna push your luck?
It starts with one snowball, then you watch the dominoes fall.
Itās funny how it all goes down. Donāt be sorry when it comes around.
Cut from devotion, lost in an ocean, out of emotion for you.
Itās hard to see that you wanna be free.
Itās no excuse to treat me like you do.
Did you ever truly love me?
Were you just too scared to be free?
Just too afraid, thatās why I stay.
I wanna change, but I donāt know how.
Iāve been to every party, every bar. Nothing thrills me in this city anymore.
Been feeling like I donāt belong, and I see Iāve reached an end.
I hate this city, but I stay 'cause of you.
This isnāt living, this isnāt how I thought my life would be.
I wanna move on, but Iām just too afraid.
Nothingās gonna change the way I feel.
I was too open, I was too quick to let other people in, took whatever they could get.
Yeah, I know I need a change 'cause Iām tired of feeling drained.
Donāt reply to your texts, can I make it any clearer?
No more suckers in my life. All the drama gets them high.
They just keep bleeding me dry 'til thereās nothing left inside.
Every time I meet you, I know what to expect.
I know itās hard to be soft. I know it hurts to be kind.
And I guess Iāve known it all along. The truth is you have to be soft to be strong.
Finally, I feel the fear is gone.
I believe the world is beautiful. Only the weak ones are cruel.
I choose to love you without fear. No shame in being sincere.
I took my bitterness and made it sweet. I took a broken heart and made it beat.
And though to heal a heart is slow,Ā itās just a consequence of pain.
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