LuaTheRabbit

i wish i was cis, in either way idc, it would just be so much easier. i wouldn't constantly feel like mutilation for breakfast is a good idea when im just trying to have a shower. i wouldn't be so terrified of the world and people. i wouldn't feel like the only value i could ever have is what others can take from me. i wouldn't feel like i've made the lives of the people i love harder by forcing them to be associated with this.

trying to explain any of this to normal people makes me understand why nobody likes us.

i wish i could live in a cave far away from any human being.

these past like 2 months have genuinely been insane to me bc what do you mean i've been undesirable for most of my life and just suddenly multiple people now want me???????????????

i saved a moth from a spider web and then like 20 mins later got catcalled by 3 lads driving past