Chaos Creature

I freaking love using tumblr as my diary

Coffee cure my sadness pleaseeee

I've build some practical and nice looking leg muscles just by wearing heavy boots (steel toecaps and a thick sole with a bunch of screws) as my everyday shoes and not having a car. no gym, no effort. How do i do the same to the rest of my body? I don't want to have noodle arms forever but I am lazy and hate gym and excercising

I can finally use the internet peacefully without having to dodge spider-man spoilers!

How do I explain to people that I like drawing bc I like putting fictional characters in fun outfits, and I hardly ever make a piece of art that is super deep and emotional?

I'm sitting between act one and act two of Phantom of the opera in Gliwice Poland rn and pls if anyone knows WHY IS THE PHANTOM LEFT SIDED?

There's actually so much hate in me, what do i do with it?

Yall ever see someone and even tho you don't know them you hate them bc their face is just p!ssing you off and you don't know why? i have this with random people but also with actors and if an actor who's face I can't stand is in something I'll probably won't watch it. i mean sometimes they do either make up or something to make them look less annoying and watchable, but mostly i just won't watch it. this also happens the other way around. I'll never watch "the boys" bc Homelander's face p!sses me off, but the actor looks ok out of character. idk why i have problem with some ppl's faces. Some people i describe that they have "loud face" and that's why I can't stand them, and i can't explain exactly what that means or what makes someone's face "loud". but not every person that I "hate" in that way has a "loud face". I can't figure out what makes some people uncomfortable to look at. it's not that someone's pretty of ugly, it's not about the symetry, I don't know what it is. And i feel bad hating on random people.