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The ultrasound went well but I’m so mad. I didn’t know I had to ask for pictures and they deleted them before I remembered to ask. So now I have no pictures

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Welcome to disassociation day. Time to not think about all the catastrophic things I could find out in ~8hrs

Def starting to feel like a wreck about the scan tomorrow

The internet has proven that pro-choice people aren’t actually pro-choice, because suddenly there’s a reason why abortion isn’t okay. Also, people don’t know what eugenics mean

Soooo the whole thing about not buying big things until August? Yeah so we bought a pram today. I say we because mom went for it because the sale price was great, but I’m sending her money for it.

She almost got a car seat too but I stopped her. The prices didn’t look that great and I want to do more research.

Buttt we got a Cybex eos Lux. Honestly felt like great quality for the price

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I’ve already blocked so many people in my due date group lmao. The first one I blocked was a “free birth” lady due the same day as me who acted like a bully to people and defended if by saying that if you’re a mother you need to toughen up.

Since then it’s just gotten easier and easier to block people. If they have weird opinions I just block them.

Going to a baby shop with mom today. I need to start making lists of things I want to keep an eye out for in 2nd hand apps and shops.

Not buying anything today bc it’s before the NT scan and honestly don’t want to buy big things until after anatomy scan either. Might buy books and smaller things after NT scan.

It’s also because I need to do another big clear out of my apartment. Last year I did do a pretty good job, but I’m realizing I kept things I’ve never reached for, clothes I thought would fit pregnant and didn’t, and clothes I just don’t wear anymore. Plus just… things. Am also rearranging furniture and changing out my bed to make room for baby things. So that needs to be done before I add stuff.

Idk what’s going on with the apartment I applied for but it’s looking like I’m not getting it. There’s just silence. So I guess I’m staying here. I think I’ll look at places with a move in date up until Oct 1st, but after that…. Nope.

probablily

sometimes i agree with a post but i dont like your attitude

Whenever I think that it would’ve been nicer to be due on January I remember that they are still in their early first trimester and I’m just days from being out… absolutely nottttt

It’s 4 days until NT scan. But it’s 10pm so it’s almost 3 days. Nervous and excited. Scared. Keep wondering if baby is moving in there or not. Like… right now? Are they moving??

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It’s graduation season. 4 graduations. Tomorrow is the first. I’ve been put on parking guard duty, and I’ll be cheering the students as they arrive to school.

Buttt idk how much my pelvis will manage tbh. There is a ledge I can sit on to greet the students, but the parking duty…

The parking duty was because I said I would not be able to do the serving of plates. I’ve hated doing that previous years so I’m glad to not have to do it this year. So that’s good at least. Also glad that I don’t have to do it on Monday because then I have my ultrasound lol

rocketsaurus

Curious what is actually normal for bed time. Go for your normal/average time, not your most extreme or what you wish it was.

what time do you go to bed? (local time)

7pm or before

8pm

9pm

10pm

11pm

12am

1am

2am or after

it's never consistent

some other time entirely

Remaining time: 19 hours 46 minutes

I just don't know what grownups do for bedtime and I want to know!!!

#it usually ends up being 11pm #though my goal is 9.30 lol

Today I’m taking it more easy than yesterday. Because I was in tears yesterday bc of how in pain I was.

I just want to make it to October. Then idc. I can be on sick leave then.

So frustrated with my boss right now because I can sense she’s annoyed that I’m pregnant. If I was sick before I got pregnant she said nothing. When I had to stay home because of first trimester things she’s bringing up things about later pregnancy when needing time off in the first trimester has nothing to do with the rest of the pregnancy?? Some people have to take the whole first trimester off work.

Then she’s huffy about midwife appointments. And she’s annoyed about having to cover for me because people ask about me a lot… and like?? Yeah that happens when it’s understaffed. She laughed when I said another school of a smaller size has 3 librarians.

And when I asked what she thought about not doing the reading breakfast tomorrow because the school that primarily attends is away, just to bounce ideas, she did the ”I’m not going to say you shouldn’t do it” which is a form of communication I HATE. Just say that you think I should do it.

But she said she wanted me to apply for this pregnancy leave that can be done if you do particularly strenuous or dangerous work. And I know I don’t qualify. She just wants to get my substitute in and not deal with me being pregnant. But that has a negative economic impact on me! To me it just feels like she doesn’t want to deal with my appointments.

As it’s going now I’m probably going to end up on sick leave anyway this fall because I’m in pain.

I am once again reminded why I never go to a physiotherapist when recommended to… it’s like finding a dentist appointment. It’s impossible. I did manage to find one that’s not that easy to get to, but it’s in 3 weeks.

Currently my pelvis hurts sfm. I keep doing stairs bc I don’t want ppl to know but idk how much longer I can do that.

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Attempted to shelve books and ended up very light headed.

Waiting until next week so I can wheel around my chair and shelve books and move books around. Right now books at me knees or lower cannot be accessed unless I sit down

Lower blood pressure is delightful. Especially when they’re STILL insisting that my well within normal diastolic pressure is a “risk” for high blood pressure

(My BP is 100/60 or 100/70 depending on the arm)

Welp will never post my bump here again because porn addicted creeps cannot distinguish a normal human being sharing their pregnancy journey from fetish content

Blocked so many people now. Disgusting dehumanizing weirdos. Fuck off

Tags do weirdos can see it and I can inform them to see women as humans and not fap content

#pregnancy bump #pregnancy

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