Chandeerliere

It was supposed to heal you!

A letter, to you

Icarus, my most beautiful liar

You, only you desire to fly higher

So high, this pen feather left you lighter

Wax pen, wax wings and I falter

Black, ink, black wax and I’m coughing

Wings drip, sun eclipsed, and I’m falling faster

Not flying, just falling, I’m like what happens after

So often, I find the sky turning darker, to dusk

To dust to dust I’ve been shaken

I’m coughing, rolling raw turned to law, im just…

I’m just…

I went home that night not knowing what I had done … what should I do?

I can’t escape this green

It’s made me do things I don’t mean

I mean… I can’t find their meaning

What is this feeling?

This breathe of fresh failing

I’ll fall, over the railing

Action, camera, lights, Exit stage fright

Grind my teeth into, this sleepless night

I’m on this grind, this syphisus stalactite

I’m rock hard, bricked up, and crumbling to dust

Tv static, manly movie magic

Exit stage fright, this pointless posted pagent

Exit stage fright, this story sounds so lavish

See it to believe it, five cent postage package

To elope algorithms with antelope accidents



Road kill, so still, these headlights still happen

dear oh dear, it seems my acting turned tragic

Closer, so close, the spotlight turned blinding

I can’t, not me, my antlers half fractured

My mirror, still feeling

This funhouse, still reeling

Self reflect on who I have been,

Blind to who I can be

Grind my teeth into powder just to snort it with currency

The circus so serious and the wolves are circling

So serious, still smiling, my mask slips deeper

Tragic comedy, but we’re just playing… right?

Still, so still, this static stops moving

Oh no, visual snow, the mirror stills smokes me

Why me? Just this? Goodbye to the surface

For dust thou art, but my art ain’t worthless

And dust I become, my final purpose

As dusk falls, the road ahead is darker

Oh, my story seems so clear … now

Stand still, eyes wide, as these headlights draw nearer … now

dear oh dear, what will be my fate … now

Look on, don’t stop, you know it’s just my nature