Chairmandore

i miss elliot smith even tho they died the year i was born

but that's one aspect now circling back, why do i get tired of people the way i do i mean i know it's common when the nice parts are over but i can't help but run i just get so grossed out and see every little thing, i get annoyed, i get cringed out, but then i'm no better than them, i hate when this happens , another way this happens is the ' i figured then out' where i categorize people by certain aspects and patterns, but sometimes i'm wrong and i'm so confused why do i belittle everyone out? is it to make myself feel better because i tend to feel inferior that people? how do i stop doing that but also how do stop my self hatred ?