Hello! :D

After 9 months of being "together" I asked where is the effort? I remember when we started you always make sure that you'll be my wake up call. To make sure that your voice will be the first thing I'll hear when I wake up. Those where the sweetest "mornings" that I've woken up to. Those days when you'll make sure that you'll see me right before I ride the elevator and tell me you love me. Those lunch breaks when you bring something for me. You think about me even in your breaks. I do the same. Always. Until now. I miss those times that all I can see is that smile on my face and I always feel my heart beating fast and slow at the same time. We spend every waking hour just talking to each other. I'll give up a lot of things to feel and be in that monent again. I miss you. I miss us. I know things have changed but why do you have to do this? I'm still giving you a chance to make things right. I might leave sooner than you think.

Because I know from the start, you only see me as an option. I am not and will never be your priority. 9/19/15