This is going to be a more serious post about my au and a bit of what is happening in such a delay in my making.
The original concept of Marléne is a big branch off of my own person in irl, I wasnt in the best spot in my life when I thought of her.
Im still not.
Her characterization is formed from being un-heard, shut out, and silenced completely due to force and aggression that has happened to her, causing her to live an afterlife of anger and hatred towards the ones who step into her home, the church and cemetery that she has haunted and claimed as her safe point in the long and horrific things she has had to experience from such an early age into her adulthood and unfortunately to her early end.
My family is not at its...best point and I know its going to stay like that for a really long time, I am the oldest yes but im still in high school, and im still dealing with my own aggression when it comes to being hurt and shut down.
I dont want people to think im over dramatic for feeling such a way about everything around me i just shut down when something happens and it just festers into my brain and I jusy cant get it to go away.
I dont want to bring anymore of these kinds of posts on my page because this whole account is for people expressing their freedom into creating anything they want to show me or talk to me about while im expressing my own artistic skills in the way I think speaks so much more louder than I ever could by putting my opinions into words for other people to hear
I dont mean to take such a long time in disappearing and never liking posts or such like that i just dont come on this app to often when im busy and dealing with my own self in irl, I do value everyone that posts such things for Casper and all of its media, its one of my favorite things in the world seeing people make their own creations from a movie and its made me want to come out and start with it again but sometimes I just get set back and I crumble into my own little ball to just hide myself from the world.
I really dont mean to, and im hoping the people that do look at my page can understand it.













