Moments and Interests

So, hi! After more than four years, I remember to open and reset my password on this account. Funny were my old posts before and I cringed while reading it again. My young, careless and sensitive 25 year old self. How I miss you so much who enjoyed your life independently in your dream city before - Makati. Thank you for the memories, for letting me remember that I am a happy, brave, full of hopes and dreams. I promise to do be better as we grow old and will fulfill the greatest dreams in my heart. I will make the impossible possible and I will cross lands and seas to see you shine in your own great ways. Love you, self. Keep fighting and winning!

My smile comes from the battles i won, the enemies i defeated, the people i loved, those who hated me and i ignored. My smile is priceless, it is the result of the indescribable struggles i survived.

Be happy. Be beautiful. Be brave. Be an achiever. Be who you wanna be. Make your dreams come true. You can do what you want and do not let fear stop you.

Inspired by Maine Mendoza. Hahaha! I'm starting to love Dubsmashing...

Critics and the judgmentals. They are not born really to define the capacity of everyone. They grown up in a society where no one appreciates their own capacity. They have their fears which they see from somebody conquering that. They have their incompleteness which they see on somebody and enjoys it. They maybe can be classified as 'insecured souls' or 'pathetic personas'. They are not happy if somebody is doing something that they are happy. They tend to push the idea that 'that somebody is not good enough of doing this and doing that'. Do not hate them, instead give your sympathy for being so lonely and bored. Pray for them, always! :)

I go to work 8 in the morning and arrives back home at 7 in the evening. I should have sleep earlier as 9 or 10 p.m. right? But nah, I enjoy staying up all night checking my FB, IG, Twitter and filling this Tmblr account of mine with posts. That was since i got my new SECONDHAND phone a month ago. Poor me. -_- Though living in a squatter area is a kind of burden, months of stay will teach you to get used to it. So am I. Gaaah. I need to stay outside my room for i don't have that enough amount of signal to connect to certain network. I asked our Landlady about this and she said that is because of the Old Central Park Condominium. For it is tall and serves as a barrier to gain signal from any network. Edi wow. That is whyyyy....

My first uploaded dubsmash ever. Hahaha. Excuse me for the face. 😂

My ultimate what-to-wear on my birthday. ♥♥♥ Gaaah. I am just so desperate to wear this for my once in a lifetime moment. I will be turning 23 but i never felt the feeling of a princess in her debut party. Awful. Haha. Pero hindi pa huli ang lahat. Hahaha.

Someday i will meet this man of my life in an unexpected place. Strangers but perfect. I am picturing his image like a strong warrior, probably my knight in shining armor but in his deepest is his sweetest personality. That everytime we travel, he will put his hands in my head to protect me. He is the sweetest man on earth. He will sing songs which will make me smitten into tears. He will cook for mw when i am mad. He will dance me while millions of people watching. He will walk me in places i have never been before. He will always make me cry when he will give lots of surprises everyday. We will grow old together. Raising a family in a castle full of love. Laughing in the middle of streets. Driving in the middle of nights in his fancy cars. We go flying in his plane around the world. We will do things i haven't done before. P.S. The Dreamer

I used to get what i want in the age of 3 to 10 years old. That was 12 years ago and i am now 22 soon to be 23. I am the youngest among us six children. Daddy's girl, bibo, the favorite and the cutest. Haha. Not until i turned 11 or 12 when i entered higher school and started to demand things and attention. I used to join competitions, groups of organizations, camps and seminars. I am a person who loves to travel, to explore and to learn. I gain confident, friends, colleagues and experiences. I was misunderstood by my family of joining several workshops and seminars until i went to college. They labeled me being 'ambisyossa', social climber, feeler and maarte. It's hard to explain that i just adopted those with people i have been with. Now, i am just a little girl who finds my real self. What i really want, my calling and where i could find the right people to uplift me towards my dreams. Soon i will be a lady. Fingers crossed!