inception

in 2020, i was diagnosed with a brain tumour. i had a type of surgery in 2021 called an awake craniotomy, and what's known as a "partial resection," which essentially means they removed a chunk, but not the entire thing.

the surgery caused lasting damage, including the development of a personality disorder and a nervous dissociative disorder — both of which i'm currently being treated for by a psychiatrist.

my brain tumour is, unfortunately, incurable and will eventually become cancerous. that is a guarantee. i'm currently undergoing cancer treatments — radiotherapy for six weeks from april through to june of this year, and now chemotherapy, on a nine month course of iv and tablets.

this treatment will not cure me. it is only intended to delay eventual brain cancer for a maximum of 10 years. i'm 27 now, so that gives me until 37 years old before i have that to face. if i get my 10 years, that is.

due to all of this, i'm unable to work. i'm relying solely on my mum to keep me afloat. my savings disappeared very quickly due to the cost of living plus travel to the hospital, which is around 60 miles away, and all of the medical costs such as medication and therapist appointments.

i have applied for income support benefits, but my application is still under review somehow, and the only thing i've been awarded is a £25.00 cold weather payment.

i feel like i'm drowning in all of this. i really need some help. anything you can do to help, whether it's a reblog or a donation of however much you can afford, i swear it means the world to me.

if you do leave a donation, feel free to drop me a msg or an inbox and request a gifset or smth in return. it's not much, but right now, it's all i have to offer.