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Ilya in the shower

A Friend of the Family by roadtripexpert - THEE jackie pike fic of my dreams. i read this and then i stared off into the middle distance getting emotional about women and how much i love women and their inner worlds.... has anyone else heard of women.....

ptb by cchapsticck - a really good stream of consciousness exploration of like... how race and autism interact with hockey's lack of bodily autonomy and how that plays out through violence and kink and sexuality, i guess. that makes it sound academic but it's really just what the inside of shane hollander's head is like to me.

the marble leaves the man by citrusses - ohhh ilya thinking how much he loves his beartrap his beartrap is so homey and cozy and it's proof somebody wants him, what a lucky boy he is he's never had a beartrap of his own before. his foot doesn't hurt at all stop asking about his foot.

skin still wet, still on my skin by IsvsWorld - I normally avoid genderchanged Heated Rivalry fic because I think it kind of strips the work of intended themes. this manages to expand on the themes. i cared about these characters as their own characters, not just shane-and-ilya-in-a-different-font.

with your fists for once by luminoussbeings - the intimacy of violence is the theme of the post i guess. i loved this take on ilya it felt really grimy and visceral and poetic

A Beginner's Guide to Light Weight Travel by noNic02 - did i mention i love women. SVETLANA!!!!! i loved her voice so much in this, sardonic and flighty and immature and fun and jagged and defensive and refusing to let anyone including the reader see her soft spots. and that ending. much to consider.....

HOLLANDER VS ROZANOV I by gone_girl - mein gott i really lost it at this one. like i fucking LOST it. i learned a lot about boxing, and beyond that, it just. oh my god. i felt like after i finished the movie atonement for the first time. like such a stunning aesthetically beautiful work of art that also made me feel like an empty old plastic bag.

Clean Sweep by YankingAwry - THEE ilya AU oh my god nobody has ever gotten it as much as this fic got it. i also absolutely fucking adore irina in this, she's such a whole presence. did i mention my feelings about WOMEN!!!

limerence by cloudsurfing - i haven't really delved into hanahaki before but i kinda gave it a go randomly and like oh my god. this was so good. i had so much fun. i mean it's upsetting but i had fun.

I'll Fuck You Forever, For Now by Anonymous - 🚬😑 can you come off anon i just wanna talk