奧黛特 ⋆ ✶

Don't cry for Argentina. Cry for me, a girl who thought Divine Rivals was a stand alone novel. Imagine getting to that ending... imagine how unwell I am right now.

idk how people don’t like divine rivals. it had enemies to lovers but the guy is secretly in love with the girl the whole time, fantastical elements, magic system, letter writing, romeo and juliet energy, hades and persephone archetypes, star imagery, lesbians. also it was really beautifully written

forgive yourself again and again and again and again and again

I love a song that makes me feel like i’m inside a jar of honey

i think i am done wallowing in my sadness and letting it ruin my life. among other things

what if i just decide that life is beautiful even with the horrible things in it and that to be alive is magical even when i feel like shit and to let go of the beliefs that limit me and return to love always. and i’m sexy. what then

life goes something like this: you meet the best and the worst of yourself in other people. you come to terms that you are the universe experiencing itself. you get overwhelmed at 3 am being so close to seeing through the veil. you get what you give. and then, the next morning, you do it all over again, all over again, all over again.