moved

REMADE @ cavegoblin.tumblr.com

I think what I'm gonna do is delete, remake my main blog and make an anonymous mopey sideblog so I can confine all my sad blabbing lmao

I'm trying to do the opposite action thing my therapist said and it's working p good atm like my guilt is not so bad when I'm not agonising ab it alone

My life is a goddamn wreck, there's so much I have to do but I'd rather just wait for everyone to move on with their own lives and kill myself.. at that point hopefully I can go out in a quiet and boozy fashion I don't even know why I post these things here anymore.. I want to delete but I don't have anywhere else for this shit to go, tumblr is just a constant reminder at my failure to connect in any way at all with the world around me, but it's also all I have.. I should delete and maybe remake Idk I mostly want a smoke

I feel like this entire year has just been me waiting till next year comes and just to make sure I rlly wanna kill myself b4 I start planning to ://