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Intro !!

Reck | 20 | he/it

Sideblog for postal (now including similar games like l4d2) stuff, since ill probably make some fucked shit about the game and figured people who follow my art blog for xmen stuff won't wanna see gore/nsfw/piss/etc etc (*none yet but it's planned) of a different fandom, i will rarely reblog stuff but I am working on that

I have a dude oc, but hes still a wip

btw i tend to type with a southern accent (i live in the south east of usa) so expect me to type things like youre as yer and this'n, etc etc

This will be updated whenever i think of somethin else to add, or change the layout

Warning: bad with socializing/interaction due to anxiety and some undiagnosed stuff, so expect me to be slow with responses n stuff

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@/purgat0ryl0st - bsky (expect nsft content, such content will be cropped here and posted on bsky in full (sorry i forgot about this btw))

carcinogen_ingestion - discord (ask here before adding there)

(please talk to me i need to socialize more)

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Help, why does the Glock look so small in his hand??? 😭😭

#hehehe big greasy fat chud man heheheheh <3 #sausage fingered bastard #< he got yaoi hands #hatred 2015 #hatred game #notim portant #nottem portant #nottem hatred #the antagonist hatred

ITS FUCKIN DONE FINALLY AFTER LOCKING IN THE PAST COUPLE DAYS

#UGH I HATE TECHNOLOGY #.txt #nottem portant #nottem hatred #notim portant #not important #hatred 2015 #hatred game #the antagonist hatred #i just realized i could share the youtube link rather than the youtube music link #which is good cause ytbmusic wanted to have a fucky preview for me while makin this post #unrelated fun fact: i saw a few of the listed bands live a couple weeks ago and im still fuckin excited about that #edit: removed false information cause i musta got wires crossed or somethin and misremembered #or the hatred wiki has incorrect facts #either way

im gonna give myself a seizure tryin to work on this fuckass nottem playlist (/hj)

#i just found out you Can in fact reorder songs on pc #and i Dont have to do it in the app #youtube music btw if anyone was wonderin cause i refuse to use spotify #.txt #my fuckin notes app isnt workin either so i cant add or reorder shit there #thankfully i got a txt file open with the list so i can reorder shit but still keep track of what goes where #also so i Had started makin the playlist but i just added shit willy nilly and whatever was recommended that fit the vibe #then i realized i cant tell what i have and what i hadnt added yet #i tried reorganizing the songs but because it's fuckin annoying on mobile and sometimes didnt save #i just figured id start over so i could also rework the txt file and add/reorganize shit etc etc #thats where im at right noe #now*#*blank dead-behind-the-eyes smile*#relaying this information has made me realize ive been straining my final 5 braincells a lot recently

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Nottem playlist so far

(warning: a lotta grindcore song/band names, iykyk)

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SHIT WAIT I FORGOT TO ADD CURTAIN BY PORTAL ALSO, BUT THATS ALSO ON THERE

#I ONLY JUST NOW FUCKIN REMEMBERED IT #.txt #hatred 2015 #hatred game #the antagonist hatred #notim portant #not important #nottem hatred #nottem portant #eh whatever ill just make a youtube playlist like i did for p3

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ITS DONE LOOK AT THIS MORON AND THE CONSEQUENCES OF HIS ACTIONS RHRHGHGRHGH

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close ups cause i forgot and didnt feel like fixing it til now

#WITH CLOSEUPS BTW CAUSE MY DUMBASS DIDNT ADD THE CLOSE UPS TO BEGIN WITH #AND I KNOW EDITING THE POST TO HAVE THE CLOSEUPS WOULDNTVE DONE SHIT CAUSE PEOPLE HAD ALREADY REBLOGGED IT #postal 3 #p3 #my art #cw blood #cw gore

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I CAN FINALLY POST THIS SHIT

#postal 2 #postal 3 #postal paradise lost #p2 #p3 #my art #btw peep the different transition styles i did with the edge of the colors #p2 is like destroyed fabric while i tried to make p3 like #slime kinda?#idk if any of it translated well #i shoulda made p3 noticeably fatter though #idk why i didnt originally

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new special interest hiiii✨✨ (close ups under cut)

okay so, i got shortened down recordings of me playing hatred (some me playing, my pc is too shit to record all of it), and i havent done shit with the clips cause i dont know if i make gifs or vids of nottem, However i wont be home for the next 5 days so i Still wont be able to do shit with said vids

(vids are cut down to just execution animations and voice lines btw)

#am also gonna reblog all my art shit here and my xmen sideblog #.txt #nottem portant #nottem hatred #notim portant #not important #the antagonist hatred #hatred 2015 #hatred game #sorry for the lack of anything #motivation to do shit has been Nonexistent recently #plus a depression spike a couple weeks ago but yknow #fuck it we ball i guess #not gonna vent about it cause tumblr isn't therapy and this post is about a whole other thing

HE SAID THE THING CHAT HE SAID THE THING

#POSTAL DUDE FANBOY ASS #UGH I HATE HIM SO MUCH HES SUCH A FUCKIN CHUD #dude no one fits the word “chud” as Much as this fucker holy Shit #i hate him so much #im attatched #i should probably figure out how to screenrecord rather than screenshot damn near everything #hatred 2015 #hatred game #nottem hatred #nottem portant #notim portant #not important #the antagonist hatred

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Nottem playlist so far

(warning: a lotta grindcore song/band names, iykyk)

#.txt #hatred 2015 #hatred game #the antagonist hatred #nottem hatred #nottem portant #notim portant #not important #he strikes me as the type to also listen to animeslam #hence the dehumanizing itatrain worship songs #i don't think i gotta explain the rest #death/black metal with industrial sounds idfk #im not apologizin for spermswamp it fits the vibes i got for him

i caved Immediately and started makin a list of songs for nottem dude

#.txt #hatred 2015 #hatred game #nottem hatred #nottem portant #the antagonist hatred #notim portant #not important #help /j #with my music tastes #this playlist is gonna be fuckin Chonky

nottem's trashy fuckin house

#in game.png #hatred 2015 #hatred game #the antagonist hatred #nottem hatred #nottem portant #notim portant #not important #this man aint even got bedding #no blankets #im surprised hes even got a bed frame #or a mattress #oh btw you can in fact knock over and break the lamp in the living room #his kitchen being so large isnt helpin with it Also being empty as shit and barely touched either #yknow what #to that one person that said his house is weirdly layed out and his kitchen is big as fuck #yeah actually #cause Damn #OH WAIT YEAH THERES NO DOOR LEADING OUTSIDE #JUST A DOORFRAME #WHAT #thank fuck his house is as depressing as it is cause he aint got anything people would WAnt to steal #except maybe the tv in his bedroom that i bed you he doesnt fuckin use #his house is so bare and yet so trashed at the same time #how does one manage this #his tiny fuckin front n back yards look nice though #surprisingly

hatred (2015) game intro

#in game.png #hatred game #hatred 2015 #nottem hatred #nottem portant #the antagonist hatred #notim portant #not important

hatred (2015) tutorial section

#in game.png #hatred 2015 #hatred game #the antagonist hatred #nottem hatred #nottem portant #not important #notim portant #ooooo im fuckin attatched #ooo this game is so fuckin edgy and i hate it /pos

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hatred pause menu overlay

#in game.png #ITS SUCH A FUCKIN EDGY GAME AND FOR WHAT #hatred 2015 #hatred game #the antagonist hatred #nottem hatred #nottem portant #notim portant #not important

couple loading screens + pro tips i got so far

#OOO IM FUCKIN ATTACHED TO THIS EDGY ASS CHUD OF A MAN #in game.png #the antagonist hatred #hatred 2015 #hatred game #nottem hatred #nottem portant #notim portant #not important

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