they dont love you like i love you

maybe i will be brave and post that on main actually

okay well more relevnt to this blog i had a little bit of an accident this morning that could have ended up A Lot Worse and i kinda just had to stand up or lie on the ground on all fours. unable to sit down til my mother got oiut of the bathroom. which wouldnt have been as bad if i had protection. but i used my last diapers a couple weeks ago. so

i hate being like this. well enough whining time to go back to using this account for fetish posts i dont want on main

all she wants is to be hugged and for people to talk to her and treat her like a person with thoughts and feelings

i wish i wasnt so isolated. maybe that would fix things maybe it would fix her..but maybe its too late. nobody wants her around. nobody wants me around

i wish there was anything cool or cute or appealing about whenevr the little girl in my head ends up getting pushed forward but . well., there isnt

guh-ross