Whatever, And Ever, Amen.

Hiatus over

Because it's a sappy post about how much I love my boyfriend and how this morning was just one of countless mornings I roll over and we wake up and smile at each other. It's disgusting that a human being can make me feel so invincible just being next to them. It's not like anything I've ever felt. And I have so many plans, I know we both do, and that this overwhelming feeling of love I have in my heart is wholly reciprocated. I've waited so long to have this life, a life that has no worries or anxiety or crushing loneliness. It's like our souls wandered so long looking for each other, and now that we found who we wee looking for, every morning will be eggs and coffee and sunshine. Nothing compares, and I can't imagine anything will ever come close to how I feel right now.

There's this girl that claimed my boyfriend was cheating on me before he was my boyfriend (which makes absolutely no sense because we weren't exclusive at that time) so I got the story from him and everything made sense. She tweeted about him a few days ago, on a day he was working, and made it seem like they went bowling and joined a group (which makes no sense because he doesn't even like to bowl). He's been with me almost every day since we started seeing each other, so him going and hanging out with her doesn't make any sense. When I asked him about her tweet, he said she was making up things up about him because she's still mad that he chose me over her, and that he wouldn't be around her because he wouldn't do that to me or himself, and said I was nuts if I thought otherwise. Now that I'm across the country I'm a little bit doubtful of the legitimacy, and have to wonder if maybe I am just crazy or he's making me seem that way. I really don't know what to think, and I'd really like someone's thoughts about the situation