I just want to live. Is that so wrong?

Every time I'm a tiny bit vulnerable I'm doing the mental equivalent of ripping my hair out. Yes it's good for me, yes I'd rather chew on glass

Also had the realization that I have really low empathy. Probably explains why I think Nick is a sensitive bitch whenever he shits himself over someone else struggling

Had a good talk yesterday. Realized that desire is a core part of my existence, and the stifling of it has slowly been rotting my insides over the course of the last five years. I need to start letting myself Want again

Anxiety attack time ! Spin the wheel, let's see if it's overstimulation, social anxiety, or PTSD this time ❤️

professor is trying to get me to define gender in a couple sentences as if there isn't entire books trying to explain the concept of it

Proving why I relate to liar characters by decimating the among us lobby #goated