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Hey there.

◾ I'm Cat/Cassie ◾ 27, she/her, (western) european, english is my second language ◾ Fanfic writer, occasionally post (fan)art as well ◾ Current fandom: Arcane ◾ Former sideblog @cassifiction, now upgraded to this main blog

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◾ Currently working on: short Sevika x reader fic, last few chapters of Guarded ◾ Latest post: Infuriating, pt. 2 (sevika x fem reader) ▶ ◾ Requests: closed

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Pairing: Sevika x female reader

Warnings: none

Summary: Things have been peaceful for you, as far as one can live peacefully in Zaun. Recently, you and Sevika made it official. But she seems troubled, worried about things beyond the control of both of you. Sometimes, you feel as if all that you’ve built in recent times might come crashing down at a moment's notice. But you persist, and so does Sevika. Where will your journey take you?

Word count: 680

Notes: Hey there, it’s been a while. Remember when I promised I’d finish this fic? Yeah, I haven’t forgotten. I’m just slow.

Quick little life update. (I guess I already talked about this in my last posts, this is copy pasted from AO3) It's been treating me with ups and downs. Long story short, things when to shit at my job but after putting up with a lot of bullshit, anxiety and uncertainty I’m once again in a good place. I also got into an actual real life relationship and I couldn’t be happier with them. They've really changed my life for the better <3 as a result I did lose a lot of interest in fic writing but this series is so special to me, I’m gonna finish it one day, hopefully soon. Please enjoy this slightly shorter chapter as I work on finishing the last chapters of this series.

“Over here.”

You look around you, but don’t see anyone. You’re in a dark place. Alone, with nothing but faint lights from an invisible source and a disembodied voice to guide you.

“Come here..”

This feels familiar. You’ve been here before. Not in this room, but this place. This.. scenario. You start walking, trying to follow the direction of the voice. A familiar, warm yet commanding voice that you know all too well by now. Instinct tells you to follow it.

Hi kind anon, yes I am ok <3 thank you for checking in!

hope ur doing well!!!!!

To know that I've been missed.. ugh, too kind anon. <3

Your timing is amazing, how did you know I was gonna post on here less than 24 hours from now? Was it the chapter I posted on AO3 recently?

Thank you for checking in, I'm doing well 💜 How have you been?

(I just wrote a really long heartfelt paragraph and tumblr just deleted it all. PAIN.)

Thank you to the people who have been leaving messages, it's really nice to know strangers on the internet can and will care about you. <3

so let me elaborate..

So about where I've been. First of all: I'm fine, I'm totally fine. My reasons for leaving have been positive ones. One of the reasons for my absence has been my job. It was a really fun, fulfilling job which took a lot of time and effort, but that left me with less energy to write. Currently I'm taking a bit of a forced break from that job. Luckily I'm in a safe and stable situation, so I'm making the best of my break by catching up on life stuff. That includes revisiting my writting hobby, so hi!

The other reason for my absence has been that I got into my first ever serious relationship. So far it's been amazing, experiencing romantic love has been a long time dream of mine. My S/O makes me so happy and I feel like such a lucky gal every second I spend with them. <3

The downside (mostly for you guys) is that my new relationship has drastically reduced my interest in writing. Drawing, writing and fantazising have been some of my biggest coping mechanisms for as long as I can remember. Now that I finally feel fulfilled in the romantic/sexual love department, I no longer feel such a strong urge to create and consume content regarding it. Which I, to be perfectly honest, kind of expected.

Does that mean that I've stopped writing? Or that I'll permanently leave the community? No, probably not, because I get overly attached to my hobbies and find it extremely hard to let go of these things. But I've already taken a big step back and I don't see things going back to the way they used to be for me on this platform. At least not until season 2 of Arcane comes out.

TLDR: got a job (but currently taking a break), got a S/O, lost energy and interest in consuming and creating fanfic type content. I am fine. I am not gonna stop writing permanently. I am gonna continue to be less active for above reasons.

I am gonna write a new short fic and finish writing Guarded. That is something I really wanna do, regardless of above reasons.