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ᯓ yearner!abby headcanons

extras. random shorts, yearning and not earning </3

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

yearner!abby who has a polaroid of you and her taped above her bed frame. it was a photograph that leah took during the trip to jackson. abby was seen in multiple photos with her other friends, but this one was by far her favorite.

the fire crackles low, painting the cabin walls in gold and shadow. snow whispers against the windows, but inside—warmth and softness.

you’re curled into abby’s side on the couch, head leaning on her shoulder almost like it belonged there.

she doesn’t dare to move, she barely breathes.

her hands are locked together in front of herself like she can hold it all in—but they twitch anyway, desperate to reach down and touch.

a faint click.

abby’s eyes snap forward as leah lowers her camera from her face with a soft smirk.

“i want it,” abby says quickly—too fast—and juts out her hand before leah can even react.

“hold up,” leah laughs gently, waving it once through the air without breaking eye contact from its growing image. “gotta make sure it looks-“

“it’s fine, just give it to me.” abby cuts in, voice low but urgent.

a beat. leah finally glances up at her and gives in with a sigh. she presses the polaroid into abby’s waiting hand.

as soon as abby got back home to seattle, she taped it up.

yearner!abby who tries her best not to show how upset she is when you don’t get paired up together for assignments.

she stares at the assignment sheet in front of her, searching the entire paper for your name. her stomach drops before she even sees it.

you both have been separated.

she doesn’t react, not outwardly.

she just folds her arms tighter, jaw locking like she can clamp down the wrongness of it all.

she doesn’t know what owen is trying to say. she’s half in and half out in every conversation, even her kills are sloppy and risky.

owen leans into her space and mutters low, “are you going to tell me what’s wrong…abigail?”

abby grunts. her day is ruined, and her disappointment is immeasurable. why did issac have to assign you with someone else? now she’s more worried about your safety rather than her own.

god, she just wants to see you.

yearner!abby who unknowingly seeks out your approval.

after every stupid joke she makes, you’re the first one she looks at, just patiently waiting to see your smile and the familiar sound of your laughter.

she always felt much more confident and gained a sense of pride when you paid attention to her and recognized her, even if it was for something as small as laughing at her crappy jokes.

and it’s more than just the jokes.

when she finally beats her previous personal record in the gym, she scans the room—not for issac’s nod or manny’s praise—but for you. she waits until you glance over before letting herself smile.

she values your opinion more than anything or anyone, and to her, it’s the only important thing.

yearner!abby who is utterly obsessed and in love with you.

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ