pitch black, pale blue

hey!! so i haven’t been around lately for several reasons, the queue had been dead for weeks. there’s a lot of old things on this blog. my abuse, old text posts, old phases/interests, and a messy tagging system i frankly hate. i want a new fresh start, another clean slate to match with the mental health recovery im attempting. i realize now that after my last post it doesn’t look…great. im sorry if i worried anyone with that. i can assure everyone im safe, i’ve just been prepping the new blog.

i hope you all follow me back!! there are people i want to follow me along. mutuals, rp partners, anons (i want that pushing daisies cherik au. im waiting its become a genuine reason 2 not kill myself). uve all sent me so many nice anons over the past few months and its amazing!! i really want those people to follow me again

the new blog is @yyoosungkim , im letting my interests and url change often. i have bpd identity crisises and so my interests change, and that will show in the blog. but the main basis is tv/movies/text posts, same as always, as well as whatever im hyperfocusing on at the moment. currently thats mystic messenger and some metal gear solid

Harvey Smith AMA.

So anyway, Emily is bisexual. She’s bi. She’s basically confirmed bisexual. That’s it, word of god, she’s bi.

hi look i hate to do this i rly do but, long story short: recently one of my free trials ended!!! i was under the impression that i’d cancelled it, meaning i literally received a cancellation email. apparently they decided no, though, because i just got charged £88. my rent comes out in a week and after that + this i’m only going to have £92 for food, buses, drinks, clothes, emergencies etc for another three months, plus christmas presents for my family. for context i’m a dying student and i’ve got fucked over.

what i’m doing: i’ve applied for arranged overdrafts from the bank and disputed the payment with paypal but (especially as i’m traveling this weekend to see family, which costs even more) in case either of these things ends up taking weeks or falling through, i’m asking for donations. literally ANYTHING helps and i mean that - i will do writing commissions for you, length depending on how much you pay, if you want (and if i’m familiar with the characters, obviously. alternatively i will do your history, sociology or biology homework up to a level grade and anything for gcse. i’m desperate).

i’m aware this is nowhere near as pressing as the other donation posts on this site but i do need to travel, eat and have some emergency funds. IF you’re interested in some sort of commission then please dm me with what you’d like so i can see if it’s possible, and then leave a note with yr donation telling me who you are, so i have proof you did donate! and finally please reblog this even if you can’t donate, i’ll love you for it anyway.

Jumin Han (from Mystic Messenger) is gay.

Surprise kiss

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point being he is alive, just in a really bad way, i’m going to reply to his dms now because he can’t. nice replies would probably help, cinderella in his tag would definitely help, at least for when/if he comes back.

i’m going to close his ask + messages because he has trouble with opening them due to paranoia, so if you want to contact him you can message me (mcdeadinside on twitter); or annie ( @indominusrex ). otherwise consider this a hiatus post i guess.