[cisman he/him] Welcome to Aurora Bay, [CARTER HARRIS]! I couldnât help but notice you look an awful lot like [TOM HOLLAND]. You must be the [TWENTY-FIVE] year old [APPRENTICE FOR FATHERâS BUSINESS]. Word is youâre [ADVENTUROUS] but can also be a bit [COCKY] and your favorite song is [RADIO BY LANA DEL REY]. I also heard youâll be staying in [SEABROOK QUARTER]. Iâm sure youâll love it! **Rhett Harrisâ younger brother connection**
Everyone says the youngest child is always the favorite, the one who always gets his way, and the eldest siblings are always pushed aside. Itâs an unfair assumption, really. Carter grew up in the shadow of his older brother and sister. He was only ever acknowledged when he was getting in trouble. With a father so involved in his business, Carter could maybe understand not having as much time, but William never seemed to go out of his way for them at all.Â
It was lonely for Carter, so he clung to his friends in high school and even his siblings, but what helped him the most was his piano. Music was an important part of the Harrisâ lives after all, and he began to find himself in it. His love for it was not wasted, he was incredible and even joined an orchestra, but heâd never forget looking for his father in the crowd only to never find him.Â
William began talking about one of the boys needing to take over the family business some day and wanting to show them the ropes now, but with Rhett going off and doing his own thing with his band, it seemed Carter was the only hope for the business in Williamâs eyes, so within a day, the rest of Carterâs life was planned out for him.
Looking back, Carter wished heâd realized that the only reason he was remotely interested was because his father was finally paying any kind of attention to him. It made him feel seen for the first time in years. But as time went on, Carter realized just how unhappy he was with the life planned out before him, especially after learning he was accepted into Julliard. Carter now had to watch his brother work on his band while Carter was stuck going on business trips for the family. He felt so bitter towards his brother for getting to do what he wanted.Â
Things changed a bit when Rhett had his accident. Carter stayed with his brother when he could but even then he was frustrated that duty called, and he often had to leave with William again. Things only seemed to get worse when Cynthia got sick.
After being on a business trip with William for the past few months, Carter is back home in Aurora Bay. Despite setting aside their differences for Rhettâs accident, Carter still finds himself bitter with Rhett.
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Rhett: Yes we do
Rhett: I like the idea of a dinner though
Rhett: maybe something we can all contribute to
Rhett: as for gifts? I have no idea what that man wants
Rhett: What could he even need?
@syrenaxharris @carter-harris
Syrena: Just a card?? That's an AWFUL idea, Carter. đ¤Śââď¸
Syrena: We could make grandma's lasagna!
Syrena: Or we could just make dad grill steaks. Plenty of dads grill on father's day lol.
Syrena: I mean, it's hard to shop for the man who has everything..
Syrena: There has to be something, tho..
@carter-harris @callme-harris
Carter: Well itâs SOMETHING
Carter: why would we make the man work on a day supposed to be celebrating him? Yall make me work on my birthday or wedding day id disown you
Carter: better personality, maybe?
Carter: Iâm full of good ideas.
@callme-harris @syrenaxharris
â Thank you and I hope Gianna picks nice colors too â she teased knowing he was a long way from the idea of marriage with her but she just loved to tease him. That had always been their sort of dynamic probably because when they met she didnât want anything other than a friend. â oh no god forbid your family who loves you is out here loving you. You sound insane with that â she added chuckling a bit at how Carter seemed opposed to his families love
â you donât unless you know anyone form the theatre scene or his family? His dad used to be famous. â she noted before shaking her head. â donât even get me started. We share an ex boyfriend. Different times of course but itâs Nicoâs father. And he screwed both of us over. But I had a crush on Rhys tooâ @carter-harris
"But its Rhett, he's... I don't know, he acts like a proud dad sometimes, and that gives me the creeps, because my dad is never proud of me, so its weird."
"You think I associate with theatre kids?" Carter rose a brow. "I wouldn't be able to tell you, honestly. Sharing an ex would be weird."
"You may be the baby but I'm the only daughter which totally overrides the baby." Syrena told him in a matter-of-fact tone. Though she couldn't help but roll her eyes as he continued about the competition. "You know what? Fine. We will make it a competition, that's how confident I am that she will pick mine over yours. I am her princess after all."
"Tell that to mom, for real. You know she's always favored her baby boy." Carter crossed his arms over his chest defiantly. "Yeah, we will. Do we wanna up the ante, or leave it at who mom loves more?"
Syrena: Hiiii!
Syrena: With Father's day coming up, I wanted to check in so we can get something planned.
Syrena: Any gift ideas? Do we want to go in on something together and get him something big?
Syrena: Brunch? Dinner?
Syrena: I need vibes and ideas!!
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"Hey," Carter smiled when he greeted Gwen on her front porch. "sorry for dropping in like this. I've been taking care of mom's garden for her, and she told me to bring you some of her flowers." He held out a bouquet of colorful flowers.
Her brows raised eagerly the moment he mentioned cooking something for them. There was no denying that he was the better cook out of the two. Cooking was not something she had the patience for. Little snacks and charcuterie boards were the only things she genuined like to do, obviously because of the creative artsy piece to it. "You spoil me! I would absolutely love that. What are you planning to make?" she asked while caressing the cat's head.
"Because you should be." Carter's lips pulled into a grin. This was what he'd always wanted; Gianna and Artemis, living with him in a home full of love with him. The idea of such a soft and domestic lifestyle together made him want to smile, but it almost made his heart ache a little that he allowed the two of them to miss so much time together, all because he was selfish and let his fear overtake him. Even with the illusion of living together in such a peaceful way, he had a lot more work to do before it could become a reality. As much as he still wanted to marry Gianna, he knew he had to make sure he wasn't rushing anything. Besides, he was living with his parents to help take care of his mom while she was sick, so it wasn't the ideal living space for them anyway.
"That, I don't know yet. It just occurred to me I haven't cooked for you in a while so I thought I'd suggest it. Your favorite still the same?"
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[ TXT ] : how illegal would it be if i showed up with a raccoon in a cowboy hat? - syrena
Carter: Idk what's the legality of owning a raccoon in california?
Carter: I would wanna keep it
Carter: do you fr have a raccoon with you rn?
@syrenaxharris
A sigh left his lips in response. Well-meaning intentions always weighed on him. Mostly because it made him feel like an asshole for his behavior. He grabbed two cans of beer from the fridge, holding one out for Carter as he made his way back to the man. It seemed like he wasn't going to go anywhere anytime soon. "I had the pleasure of running into my dear old man while there. It went great, as you can see."
Carter liked to feign apathetic towards things even when he did truly care about it, but it was harder in recent years to pretend well because his concern bled through the masks he wore. Much like right now. "Your dad?" His brows raised slightly. Daddy issues wasn't a foreign concept for Carter.
Trigger warnings: mentions of cheating, death, grief, self-loathing.
Carter pinches the window latch between his thumb and forefinger and unlocks it with a small squeak from the rust, and pushes. The warmth of Aurora Bayâs spring sun kisses his forearm as the aroma of his motherâs garden fills his lungs. The nostalgia hits him like a punch to the gut as he mourns the life his mother is still trying to hold onto. It doesnât seem fair that while sheâs in bed, sick, he gets to live a normal life- he, his siblings, and his father. Why couldnât it have been his father?, he thinks, causing a painful twist of guilt in his stomach. It feels like an internal battle, dealing with this grief. Life is fleeting and he knows this painfully well now. Sometimes he wishes it would just happen rather than waking up in the morning with the anxiety that his mother is gone. But then heâd finally have to accept that he would need to get used to nights without watching his motherâs favorite movies with her, or talking to her about Gianna, or seeing the smile on her face when she tells him how beautifully he played his piano for her.
If it werenât for her, he may have never touched those keys again. Carter looks over his shoulder at the grand piano in the middle of the room. The sunlight from the floor to ceiling windows lights up his path to its bench while the sound of the waves down the beach fill the room. He knows sheâs waiting for him to play a song, and he wonders if she knows how hard it is sometimes. This grand piano reminds him of his father tearing his acceptance letter to Juilliard. It reminds him of all his hard work and hours playing, painfully working to be the pianist in his schoolâs orchestra, the thrill of being accepted into a school with such high expectations⌠all of it wasted. With all of that aside, this grand piano also has him asking himself, would this be the last time he played his motherâs favorite songs? Once she was gone, would his love for playing pass away with her?
Carterâs fingertips brush over the glossy keys before he settles them in their correct positions for the first song heâll play. And as his fingers push the keys and make this grand piano sing, only one word comes to mind as he thinks about himself; wasted. Wasted potential. Wasted precious time hating his older brother, wasted Giannaâs love, wasted himself on someone else when he cheated on her. And now life felt like it was moving too fast. As he plays, eyes reading the notes of his sheet music as his fingers dance across the keys, Carter knows the only thing he can do now is live and love as desperately as time feels like itâs running from him.
Syrena immediately rolled her eyes at his comment. "That's where you're wrong, baby brother. She's going to love my mine more. Not only will mine just be better in general, but because it comes from me." She said teasingly, messing up the top of his hair. "Come on, not everything has to be a competition." Syrena wrapped her arm around his before walking over to the booth.
âHey!â Carter grimaced as he swatted his sisterâs hand away from his head. âFat chance, Sy.â He started as he fixed his hair. âIâm the baby of the family, how can you not love the baby of the family. And yes, I will pull that card.â Carter usually hated being called the baby, but he would own it for a competition. âYeah, but everythingâs more fun as a competition, and youâre only saying that because you know youâd lose.â
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"I... uh. I don't think you have to get it to have an idea," Maverick suggests, not sure why he engaged in this conversation if it would be so fruitless. "Unless you're just one of those haters who thinks every design is bad just because it's on someone's skin instead of paper or canvas?"
âIâm a hater of everything, but not art.â Carter shrugged like the man should already know that about him or something. âAlright, fair. Do you want something meaningful or literally anything?â
"You got anything or anyone special enough to you that you'd consider it?"
It made no odds to Keo whether Carter remained ink free until the grave or if he woke up one day and decided to turn himself into a walking Etch A Sketch, he just can't help his own curiosity.
"My worst one is a hotdog on a surfboard that's on my thigh. I was high as fuck and hungry as hell when I got it and I thought it was the funniest thing ever at eighteen. Now every time I see it I'm like dude."
âYeah, I do. My mom and girlfriend. Iâd maybe even get something for my siblings. But honestly, I donât totally get tattoos. Like, I do and I donât. I donât understand why itâs fun for some people and I donât understand why people would get just anything. But I do think it would be nice to have something sentimental. And Iâm not really a sentimental person, so I may never do it.â Carter shrugged.
âThatâs actually horrendous but kind of hilarious. At least you can easily cover it with shorts, right?â