Carry My Secret

I feel beautiful when I look at myself naked.

I feel beautiful when my boyfriend strokes my face.

I feel beautiful when I'm alone.

I feel beautiful every time I look at myself in the mirror. I know I am not beautiful, but I feel I am.

My best friend's brother was found dead at the scene of a murder/suicide. They believe he didn't kill the other person and was drugged. However, I think he did, but I won't tell her that.

If you think I used to be a girl, you clearly are stupid. I have ALWAYS been a boy, I just didn't know it. If you say stuff like that I used to be a girl, I will automatically hate you, you piece of trash.

A Christian gospel group just skimped my live theater out of money that was owned to us. They didn't even pay the full amount, just part of it.

The first time I was sexually harassed, I was 14, the guy wouldn't leave me alone and I didn't know what to do. So, I just started crying hysterically and made a scene. At least, it worked.

I feel beautiful when I catch my husband (been together for 8 years) checking me out like he used to before we dated.

I feel like a piece of shit and I know I didn't do anything wrong. I just want to be happy too, but if it's me wanting to be happy, it's like the worst thing ever to him.

So, I was at my stepdad’s parents’ house for the first time and I was using what I thought was a guest bedroom. The parents weren’t there because they were on vacation and I had never met them before. That night, I was kind of turned on by something I saw, so I watched gay porn in the bedroom and I masturbated to relieve myself. The next day, I found out that his parents are super old and sweet (like 80) and the dad was a preacher.

There are a select group of customers at my work that just creep me out! I don't want to even be near them, but I usually end up having to help them.

My birthday was today. Instead of a good day, I was bombarded by anxiety that ruined my day. Why does this happen?