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I really want to fucking cut right now.

I want to cry.

My mom walked into my room today while I was laying down watching a movie, looked at me and walked out. So I said, "Close my door." And she said, "Nope, new rule, door stays open from now on." And one of my biggest pet peeves is when someone comes in and leaves my door open. So I kind of yelled and was like, "Mom, seriously close the door." She looked at me and grabbed the doorknob and said, "How come you don't like us anymore." She used to say it as a joke. Because I would be in my room a lot. But this time I knew she was serious. So I said, "Because you don't like me." Then she turned around and left. My mom now knows I don't like her. My dad told me once that he feels like it seems to him that I feel like its a burden to be a part of this family. I'm not sure how I feel about this.