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I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die

I posted this a year ago today and holy shit. I’ve been looking through this blog for about a half hour now seeing how different things are and how much has changed in a year. I’m not this person anymore. I’m really happy and I’m growing. And don’t get me wrong I still have bad days every once in awhile but they’re good for me, I get to clean out all the negativity so I can start fresh. If I had the choice I wouldn’t change a thing. I have wonderful and better people in my life now, an awesome job that I love and I’m doing really well in school and next year I’ll be moving on and going somewhere else and making more great changes and I can’t wait to keep growing. I love who I am and who I’m becoming and I’ll always be thankful for the people who have come in and out of my life and taught me the things I know now I've made some pretty incredible life long friends and I can't wait to see where my career takes me .🙂

I’m the type of girlfriend who always just wants to annoy you like let me hold your fucking hand and let me just hug your back and put my head under your shirt or bite your shoulder or bite your nose or hug your head or some shit idk i love you hoe

the only thing i want is for you to be okay

Grow from the dirt that they left you in

depression sucks because you could be half way done dancing in your underwear and making cookies and all the sudden everything is pointless and you feel so lost and worthless and have no motivation to breath and it’s like ??????? theses cookies were going to be great ??? calm down depression ?? pls ?

don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat don’t eat

u think i am walking around the house with a blanket around my shoulders because i cold but in actuality it is my cloak and i am on an adventure