The Lost Shepard: A Mass Effect/Dragon Age Crossover Fic
Summary: Solas x Femshep
"The Shepherd's lost, and his home is far, keep to the stars, for one day soon, the dawn will come."
She falls from the sky, and now she must close it. Commander Shepard wakes up confused and alone on a strange planet with no idea how she got there. She thought she was dead. She should be dead, but she's not.
Again.
But with a tear in the sky and strange creatures coming out of it, she might soon be dead if she's not careful. She decides she has to save another world.
Again.
Honestly, can't the universe just give her a break?
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Chapter Index:
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5: Solas
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10: Solas
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15: Solas
Chapter 16: Solas
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21: Solas
Chapter 22: Solas
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25: Solas
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Interlude (Special Note from the Author)
Chapter 29
Chapter 30: Solas
Chapter 31: Solas
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Interlude (Brief Veilguard discussion: No Spoilers)
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OK BUT HERE IS WHY I LOVE SHIPPING SOLAS WITH A NON LAVELLAN INQUISITOR!
Let me preface this by saying I do not hate Solavellan. I enjoy it! It's awesome. The romance forever altered my brain chemistry.
ANYWAY!
I like shipping Solas with a non-Elven inquisitor even more because they are less palatable to him, less like the people he once knew. Yes, a mage Lavellan has the most in common with him on the surface, but I love the idea of Solas growing closer to someone who does not share the surface similarities with him and has less in common with the past/his ideal state for the world.
I'm about to generalize a little bit here, and I'm not attacking anyone's decisions: design, and write whatever makes you happy, but I feel like the more palatable the romanceable Inquisitor is to Solas, the less he is challenged. This is typically attached with the angle of the elves not having forgotten as much as Solas originally thought, sometimes by way of having Clan Lavellan be the most accurate to the old ways, with a possible bonus of special nature magic. (If that's the version you wanna write, go ahead, I encourage you to do it, it is simply not my preferred version of it.)
I've also seen the Inquisitor secretly be another immortal elf from Arlathan, which can bring about some interesting possibilities, but it can also help Solas bury his head in the sand of seeing these new modern people as people. The Immortal Inquisitor being special can be 'explained away' by virtue of the fact that they are from the time before. Or a mortal elven Inquisitor may still be 'a shell of what their people once were,' but there are still remnants there.
The Inquisitor connecting with him as an immortal or even as a regular Dalish elf, I feel, does not push Solas's world views as much as it does when you put him with a non-elven Inquisitor.
Quick Disclaimer: I despise 90% of the lore created by Veilguard, so just view this from a purely Inquisition lens, as I will be ignoring what was revealed, but you could add it into your own ideas if you want.
Let's imagine Solas with a Cadash Inquisitor. This is a being who can never wield magic and can never dream. Before VG came out, if Solas were to magically tear down the Veil and restore the elves' immortality and magic to Thedas with NO CASUALTIES, I always imagined the dwarves would still be without magic/dreams. But imagine Cadash still approaching our favorite Fade nerd with questions about the Fade. This is a place completely foreign to them, so I imagine the questions would be very unique coming from a dwarf.
In-game, when you share a dream with Solas, a dwarf Inquisitor NEVER COMMENTS ON IT! HUGE OVERSIGHT! Imagine Cadash coming down the next morning like "WTF was that?!" Regardless of whether or not they kissed in the Fade. I imagine the Anchor allows Cadash to dream. But picture Solas helping this dwarf navigate dreams. This is something completely new to them. They have no preconceived notions about the Fade (though they may understandably be very nervous at first because they never dreamed before this, let alone dreamed like Solas), but Solas could show Cadash something he truly loves and share it with someone who has never experienced it before. Them going on so many Fade explorations (dates) and them growing closer. Just because Cadash is cut off from the Fade does not mean they cannot be interested in it.
Thick as Thieves is an amazing Solas x Cadash fic, and I highly recommend it!
Now what about an Adaar Inquisitor? Solas has a lot to say about the Qun, as we all know, along with the Qunari. A savage people who steal the freedom of all those beneath them. How they treat their mages, especially, is reprehensible. Bound and leashed, only allowed out to tear apart enemies of the Qun like rabid attack dogs. But imagine him with a mage Adaar!
Adaar, who grew up outside of the Qun as Tal Vashoth, but heard stories of how their mages were treated. Who was quite possibly trained by a mage who escaped the Qun. Who weilds their magic not only as a weapon but as an extension of themselves. Who delights in the wonders they can create.
Imagine Solas and Adaar practicing magic together. Not even just sparring, but like, tossing a colorful, glowing ball of light back and forth. Imagine these two experimenting together. Maybe having Solas paint Adaar's viataar or help with horn care. Adaar carrying off an injured Solas or just grabbing him and booking it from those damned Hinterland Bears. Solas and Adaar are bonding through magic, helping him see a gentle, curious side to the people he once thought of as savage.
Afraid I have not found a long fic for Adaar x Solas, but I do enjoy this one-shot.
Now imagine Solas with a Trevelyan Inquisitor. Yes, Solas is responsible for the fall of the elves, but humans feasted on the remains and enslaved the survivors. They helped erase elvhen culture from the world. Imagine Solas meeting a human who wants to learn about elvhen culture and is respectful of it.
Imagine Solas and Trevelyan walking through elvhen ruins, Solas showing the Inquisitor how to translate texts and the Inquisitor theorizing out loud. They may not have experience with the culture, but they can use context clues and logic to make educated hypotheses about whatever they are doing. Imagine Trevelyan seeing Solas's frescoes and, once hearing it is an ancient elvhen technique, they become even more interested. They are genuinely interested in the culture and history of the elves and are coming from a place of respect, and this culture sharing draws them closer together.
Shameless plug of my Solas x Trevelyan fic So Far Away.
I hope I'm explaining my point well. I am well aware you can do all this stuff with a Lavellan Inquisitor and that I am doing a ton of generalizing. I just love the idea of Solas ending up with someone who has a worse starting position to get into his good graces, as it were, compared to a fellow elf. Yes, Solas has issues with the Dalish and does not view the modern elves as his People, but he does view them more like people than the others, or at least that was my read on the situation.
Solavellan is an amazing relationship that I won't spend time going over because there are so many posts that do that in so much detail, I don't feel like I need to get into it. But I haven't seen a lot of posts that go into the interesting facets of Soladash, Soladaar, or Solavelyan.
Cole's iconic line about Solavellan is "You're real, and it means everyone could be real. It changes everything, but it can't" hits really hard about Lavellan, but I feel like it would hit even harder if it were said about someone who started even further back in Solas's estimations.
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For those of you who may not have seen my update post on AO3, I've been busy. I got sick, snow stormed in for a while, and then got a second job (which is great for my family but terrible for my free time). The Lost Shepard is still returning, but I will be unable to continue a regular upload schedual like I did in the past. I know, it sucks. As a reader myself I hate waiting for who knows how long for an update. However, that means my chapters will return to their previous 10-15k length.
Thank you all for your concern, support, and patience.
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Oh yeah.... did I mention Solas will be returning by the end of the month? :)
Due to crazy weather and life I haven't updated or written much since December. So sorry for going away for so long without notice, but all is well and haven't abandoned you. I'll update as soon as I can. Thank you all for your messages of concern and for your continued patience. I couldn't ask for a better community.
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I'd like to see Cassandra reacting to events, She's been just going but now she has time to think. She could be in the observation deck looking down on her world and thinking how small it is. And then the surgery, she can walk again. A minor bypass Shepard's healer called it. But a miracle to her. And the other gift Shepard gave her. Something called carbon muscle fibers. She might be stronger than Bull now. But what is it worth if there is no maker. Maybe Cole can help. "Did Varric write only one book? Does a carpenter only build one chair." And a defense from philosophy, science addresses the "how" of the universe, faith addresses the why.
Sorry for babbling. My minor was in Philosophy. And we still don't know what was before or what caused the big bang. Maybe it was the result of a previous universe collapsing back into its self. Or maybe God said let there be light.
Thank you so much for sending me this! I haven't majored in philosophy, but as a writer, I read up on it a lot to better flesh out my characters as well as better understand myself. I love that you chose Cassandra for this. She has been going through so much so fast, and as one of my favorite DAI characters, I would love to get inside her head. I shall most certainly do this one, but I shall wait to post it until after the next three chapters are done, as I don't want to spoil certain things ahead of time. I'll start working on it and let you know when I will be posting it. Thank you again! :)
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