worm 2011 summer
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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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Stranger Things
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worm 2011 summer

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its all 'be gay do crime' until a black person starts making allusions to drugs or sex or god forbid VIOLENCE and then it turns out nobody can handle anything more hardcore than downloading illegal torrents of hamilton
This post is about racism. This post is about racism and antiblackness. This post is not about how cool YOU are for doing crimes or about how much you hate 'antis' or how bad tesla sucks. This post is about how ostensibly progressive white people will clutch pearls and moralize about not listening to rap or engaging with black art or culture because it seemingly condones drugs, or violence, or is overly sexual, while having no issue with those topics in other, non-black contexts. There are conversations to be had about the topics surrounding this but in the meantime the original post is One Sentence and I'm not convinced most of the commenters in the past few days even read it.
i have a side study thing (they killed the minor) in art theory and criticism which im incredibly happy i was able to achieve. ultimately i study and will continue to study applied mathematics and i took these courses at whats primarily an engineering school so when it comes to anthropological + gender studies i have barely dipped my toe in and i fully recognize i am behind the times compared to most scholars you should be listening to.
at the same time, *relevant xkcd,* because i was harshly reminded not everyone has read A Cyborg Manifesto let alone the criticisms of it and posthumanism in general. trying to explain my takes on gender to someone who believes being trans is exclusively not a choice makes me feel fucking insane
i have this really stupid habit of choosing to go through research papers, books, and essays pertinent to a certain topic in chronological order if possible. i spent most of last year in the 60s and 70s wrt gender studies. i only just broke the new millennium regarding DID.
believe it or not i also study pure math this way. professors hate me. i do deign to reference the updated material first for work tho
i have a side study thing (they killed the minor) in art theory and criticism which im incredibly happy i was able to achieve. ultimately i study and will continue to study applied mathematics and i took these courses at whats primarily an engineering school so when it comes to anthropological + gender studies i have barely dipped my toe in and i fully recognize i am behind the times compared to most scholars you should be listening to.
at the same time, *relevant xkcd,* because i was harshly reminded not everyone has read A Cyborg Manifesto let alone the criticisms of it and posthumanism in general. trying to explain my takes on gender to someone who believes being trans is exclusively not a choice makes me feel fucking insane
i have this really stupid habit of choosing to go through research papers, books, and essays pertinent to a certain topic in chronological order if possible. i spent most of last year in the 60s and 70s wrt gender studies. i only just broke the new millennium regarding DID.
i have a side study thing (they killed the minor) in art theory and criticism which im incredibly happy i was able to achieve. ultimately i study and will continue to study applied mathematics and i took these courses at whats primarily an engineering school so when it comes to anthropological + gender studies i have barely dipped my toe in and i fully recognize i am behind the times compared to most scholars you should be listening to.
at the same time, *relevant xkcd,* because i was harshly reminded not everyone has read A Cyborg Manifesto let alone the criticisms of it and posthumanism in general. trying to explain my takes on gender to someone who believes being trans is exclusively not a choice makes me feel fucking insane

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i HATE twitter but i miss being trees unfiltered with my ten favorite people
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i HATE twitter but i miss being trees unfiltered with my ten favorite people
grace fucking idiot, statement.
People always get so weird about my participation in the Flat Earth Advocacy Group. For the last time, we aren't cranks, we aren't conspiracy theorists, we're definitely not geocentrists, and our policy think tank is fully aware of what shape the planet currently is

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i hate doing these but it is what it is. my mom and i could really use some help. she has got stage 4 pancreatic cancer and currently is hospitalized in IMC due to complications from that (pneumonia, sepsis, blood clots). i've been staying with her in the hospital basically 24/7, which has been fairly expensive given i'm kind of stuck eating at the hospital cafeteria. i do also need a couple things for the room. we currently have no real estimate as to when she may be discharged and it certainly isn't looking like it's going to be anytime soon.
i have a ko-fi link here and my paypal email is [email protected]. thank you for reading and/or sharing!
we still really need some help with this, we've been here for 9 days now and there's no indication we're going to be able to leave anytime soon. mom's phone bill also needed paid. we really do not have very much money since she lost work due to the cancer and we have no idea when we will be able to have more income so as you can imagine this hospital stay and the lack of access to things like non-hospital food is a real financial burden. thank you again to everyone for reading or sharing.
one of many added complexities to my gender identity is the DID thing. half of us are women/girls
aymeric has got to be the funniest character ever. notable pretty boy. serious and stern in appearance. has clawed and scraped his way up ishgardian society to gain the power needed to enact reform. has immense political connections. an expert in diplomacy and manners. attends formal events on the regular since it is required of him. a skilled dancer who is the talk of noble women. is voted in as lord speaker and is in charge of the temple knights. is by all means the ultimate catch who could have anyone he wants.
and yet! he does not like doing Any of this!!! he is still single in his 30s. he wants to quit his job and see the world, but won’t because he feels morally obligated to stay. despite having his pick of anyone in ishgard, he becomes enamored with the adventurer who not only arrives in ishgard as a fugitive, but immediately gets in trouble with the heaven’s ward and crashes into ishgard on the back of a dragon more than once.
he is the cause of awkward silence at alliance meetings on more than one occasion due to how passionate he gets, and he fumbles around when asking wol to dinner and can’t keep his emotions in check around them.
his adoptive parents (who were by all accounts a nice elderly couple) have passed on and the only family he has left is his birth father who mocks him for his idealism and does not love him; he is visibly ruffled when this is used against him in a debate. he loves sweets and gets excited about the starlight celebration and volunteers to hand out gifts to children. he has a dodo omelette recipe he uses to convince lucia, the literal garlean spy he spared, about the joys of cooking. this does not work.
he walks around on guard duty in a neon blue elephant suit for reasons we can only speculate about. what the fuck is wrong with this guy (affectionate).
my medical transition has had many stopping points mostly in relation to needing to manage endometriosis and having a VERY delicate hormone therapy situation [i will take not being in excruciating pain over any of my transition goals]. and i know myself well enough that being nonbinary is ideologically inevitable for me - to quickly describe my gender im nonbinary and transsexual/transmasc - to accurately describe it we would be here for a while and that's not what i wish to focus on
a fair amount of non-medical "passing advice" aimed specifically at trans men that i happened to consume felt and continues to feel extremely alienating. i attempted voice training with a coach who i had a chance to talk with one-on-one before paying them anything whose thesis was that id have to give up mannerisms that defined me, cultural "tics" i picked up from living in the deep south and also being chinese, my purposeful attempts to be read as queer and nonbinary.
i have a desire to be read as an easygoing and friendly person, which has gotten me quite far career-wise [most of my advancements have been secured through winning over people, frankly] and also tends to make my social relationships go well. i have a desire to be conscious of my positionality and privilege. and this particular coach seemed intent on changing behaviors directly resultant from my core values in an effort to approach masculinity from exactly what the patriarchy encourages in men — primarily harmful behavior that centers manhood over the comfort and safety of people marginalized through misogyny.
what a weird and unfortunate experience. i was aware enough at 19 to know this was not a path i wanted to walk — i had consumed less transfeminist theory at the time but Had Loved Ones Who Are Women Who I Listened To — but i have to wonder exactly how pervasive this sort of advice is and how much damage that does to people marginalized through gender, particularly people who face transmisogyny.
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work like a red onion
play like a white onion
fuck like a green onion
the worst to ever do it