court jesters

The urge to deactivate every social media account i have, go ghost, change all my interests, and become an entirely new person because I feel too suffocated. But I cannot do that.

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

What doesn’t kill you makes you passively suicidal 24/7

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

Do you really like me, or do you like the idea of me?

i love when someone confirms we're friends

moms will scream at u everyday over small things then wonder why u don’t tell them anything anymore

the concept of someone actually wanting to have a life with me and not leaving me

all ive ever wanted is a friend group where they dont kinda hate me

that nonchalant shit ain't for me, you better act like you can't breathe without me.

i love saying "ok i'll just die then" after i get no attention i'm sorry it's just so fun to do