Carmen

Life is so good right now that I just needed to write it down. This week especially has been amazing! I hit my 2 stone marker in my weight loss journey. I’m raising money for charity by walking 50 miles for charity over the month of March which has helped me get out of the house more and I never thought I would enjoy walking so much. I got a bonus from work and a pay rise. Cementing it in even more that I done the right thing leaving my previous job and I’ve got a date tomorrow with a really nice guy.

I’m currently out walking and so far I’ve done about 5 miles. I’ve just stopped by this little lake. Whilst it’s not the prettiest of lakes it’s given me a minute to just stop and reflect on how much happier and healthier I feel. It’s reminded me that we may not be perfect but we all have a certain beauty in our own way.

Signing of for now a happier and healthier me 💜

2021 was the year I really began focusing on my career and I’m finally working for a business that is allowing me to do that.

I’m excited to see what 2022 has in store for me!

Some goals I’m setting for this new year:

. Loose weight to become a healthier, happier me

. Saving more money with the goal of getting my own place ASAP

. Progressing further in my new career

. Making plans and start living life again now that we are hopefully coming out the other side of this pandemic

When I think back to the best year I’ve had it was 2019. There was so many memories made that year and since the pandemic started I feel like I’ve stopped living.

This year I not only want to start living life again and making memories but I want to finally start living for the future and not just the present. I want to start building foundations for my future and stop thinking of others all the time and putting myself at the bottom of the list.

I need to put myself first because the only person that will be living my future is me.

Wishing myself the most successful year yet! Bring it on 2022!!

4 months have passed. I left my shitty job that was dragging me down. They were not valuing me or harnessing my skills/potential so I went to work somewhere that does. I’m a month into my new job and I honestly have not been this happy for the last 4 & half years. The world has opened back up, plans are being made, friends and family are being celebrated and cherished and trips are being booked & planned.

My life is not as I want it to be, not by any means but I am a couple steps closer and I cannot wait to see where i am this time next year. I can’t wait to see the person I become and read back on the person I used to be.

I’ve been struggling to just function recently, I feel constantly tired and deflated and no matter what I do I just don’t seem to be able to change it.

Its not the best time for this all to be happening either if I’m honest. I’m going up for a promotion at work, needing to sell the best version of myself when to be honest I feel like the worst at the moment.

I’m trying to take each day as it comes, waiting for things to get better, trying to make things better. Maybe I’m just sick of constantly having to try. Life for others appears so easy, yet I feel as though mine has always been a sort of battle. Battling to be like others, battling to have all the things that I want that others have.

Such a beautiful story.

Life and love isn’t perfect and sometimes it’s better to be perfectly imperfect.

“Whatever our souls are made off, his and mine are the same”

Today’s horoscope told me that there would developments in my career life and that my financial situation would improve.

This afternoon I received a free lottery ticket and was headhunted for a new job! Just randomly out of the blue.

I didn’t take the job as it was less money than I’m currently earning but it helped me have some confidence that things are on the right track and are going the way that they should be.