Still Rambling Still Boring

I'm so fuckingg stressed out and this time I have truly no idea y.... There's no reason and it kills me. I can't even wrap my head around it. I feel so alone fuck

I'm so f wording sad. I can't get the intrusive thoughts out of my head. All of my friends don't actually like me, I'm just there and no one knows how to get rid of me.

I just want someone to cuddle me and make out with me for 48 solid hours.... Is that so hard?

I need a 10000% increase in hugs soon or I'll wither away completely. I'm so bored and lonely and sad...this is not good for my mental health but like I don't want to bother any of my friends at school because they all have lives and I can't bother my friends at home because they aren't comfortable with physical affection. I'm just so bummed out and wanna be back at the house :(

I'm so lonely and sad and don't want to bother anyone... This is why I hate being home, I feel so disconnected to everyone

When u want something so very not good and you shouldn't want it but you do and so it eats u up. U already have what u should want and u do want but rn the other option seems better so u want it more fuck fuck fuck. I'm so fucking emotionally needy and it just seems so lovely and perfect and fuck I can't. Full stop (but I want to so badly)

I'm so sad and lonely and touch starved this sucks