🌻Dionysus🌻

Me

Someone help me

And I’m going to lose myself next

I can’t do this shit much anymore and I’m going lose my mind.

I have made mistakes, done things that would hurt others and seemed like I didn’t care. I won’t deny that these may of happened but when I decide to be better, do better and improve myself, the past shows up. I want to move forward from these things and be happy and it always seems at arms length but my past, my bundle of mysteries show up to tear it all down. I just want to be happy.

The constant thought of wanting to put a hole through my head is overbearing and I feel like it would happen.

I’m going to die someday and I’m ok with that. I just want to be remembered for all the good I’ve done and all the people who I’ve made feel better about themselves because life is hard and everyone can’t get through it on their own.

Me