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hey guys sorry for disappearing and not saying anything, i’ve had a mental shutdown and i’ve been avoiding using the internet. i’m still avoiding it but i’m letting you guys know i’ll be back probably around for a certain detective’s birthday.
okay so like this for us to plot some shipping!
‘ what people think of you is not equivalent to who you are. ’
There’s what seems to be a dry chuckle, vibrating from their throat but without needing a reason to. Was it so funny to think of themselves as nonexistent? In truth, did they ever even exist beyond lies and aliases?
“ Everyone sees me as the persona I present to them. People accept that, and I don’t mind them seeing me as whatever they wish. ”
It’s one of the few times they take off the wig, all the makeup, all the lies they had become. Maybe he rubbed that onto them, but really, were they no better than the ideals they came to hate?
“ Ellis, Eli, E – that’s just not who I really am. ”
They put the glasses away, giving a smile that held no emotion, no meaning. The dead-looking eyes were now enhanced by dark circles, and they had exposed the long, dry blond hair that had been stuffed underneath.
Knos would know if they should hide, but for now, Nora was free to be.
“ Maybe someday, I can walk this world knowing who I actually am. ”
✰ — — — LIGHT HEARTED SUGGESTIONS STARTERS
‘ the world is a little happier with you in it. ’ ‘ i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me. ’ ‘ i’m done apologizing for who i am. ’ ‘ i am stronger now and i will not say sorry. ’ ‘ let this moment be your starting point. let this moment be the one when it all began. ’ ‘ if you have nothing, you have nothing to lose. ’ ‘ it’s never too late to rebuild yourself. ’ ‘ healing takes time, but it will come. ’ ‘ your warmth and kindness is more beautiful than you know. ’ ‘ your feelings are valid. ’ ‘ your opinons are valid. ’ ‘ your happiest moment is still yet to come. ’ ‘ turn off the light and close your eyes. it can wait until tomorrow. ’ ‘ self love is a daily commitment. ’ ‘ don’t let those thoughts that are telling you can’t keep you from trying at all. ’ ‘ not today. i won’t let it defeat me. ’ ‘ stop punishing yourself. please. you don’t deserve it. ’ ‘ breathe. ’ ‘ you don’t deserve that! demand better! ’ ‘ i hope you find what your soul really needs. ’ ‘ i hope you find the happiness you yearn for. ’ ‘ there is a point where you have to let go of the anger. ’ ‘ even if your voice was shaky and you stuttered on your words, you still spoke up and i am so proud you did. ’ ‘ there’s something incredible about you and i can’t quite tell what it is. maybe that’s the magic in it. ’ ‘ i know you want more and your heart is driven like that, but don’t take on too much. ’ ‘ people aren’t always going to do and say what you want them to and that’s okay. ’ ‘ you are a living, breathing masterpiece. ’ ‘ some might not understand your beauty, but you are art nonetheless. ’ ‘ quiet down those thoughts. it’s not worth it tonight. ’ ‘ try to have gentle thoughts. ’ ‘ your intrusive thoughts are just thoughts and nothing more than that. ’ ‘ i love you… i always have. ’ ‘ i tell myself i don’t care, but i care too much. ’ ‘ maybe you and i exist together on a different wavelength than the rest of the world. perhaps, we are on a separate frequency. ’ ‘ concept: we’re both in our softest pajamas, your arms around me and our legs are intertwined. you kiss the back of my neck and tell me you won’t ever let me go. ’ ‘ look close enough and you’ll find how much i adore you in every subconscious thing i do. ’ ‘ there are countless parts of you i’ve yet to meet, yet to memorize. nevertheless, i’ll keep wanting to get to know you even when i know everything. ’ ‘ you make me feel loved in my unlovable moments and beautiful even in my ugliest ones. ’ ‘ oh darling, how deeply you’ve become a part of me. i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone. ’ ‘ i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone. ’ ‘ thank you for never making me inadequate or dumb or inferior. ’ ‘ your constant love and respect has given me incredible strength and confidence. ’ ‘ thank you for seeing all the good in me. ’ ‘ every night i image you beside me. ’ ‘ it breaks my heart that you can’t fall asleep with me in the same room or the same city, but i always remember that even an imagined silhouette of you is better than nothing at all. ’ ‘ the spaces between your fingers are where mine fit perfectly. ’ ‘ by some miracle, the universe created you. of all the infinite combinations of atoms, somehow that infinity filtered down to form you. ’ ‘ what people think of you is not equivalent to who you are. ’ ‘ the moment i let myself believe i was going to be okay was the moment i finally was. ’ ‘ protecting your own happiness ins’t selfish. ’ ‘ you deserve every ounce of happiness. ’ ‘ a week, a month, a year without you is nothing compared to the lifetime we’ll spend together. ’ ‘ tomorrow is a new day. and a new day after that. it’s never too late to start over. ’ ‘ i finally realize that i no longer need your approval and i never really did. ’ ‘ maybe i will be okay in the end. ’ ‘ maybe i will find all that i’m searching for. ’ ‘ maybe i will figure out all that i am. ’ ‘ whatever. whatever. whatever. let is pass right by you. ’ ‘ you are not a failure. please believe that. ’ ‘ you are only presented with obstacles you are strong enough to conquer. ’ ‘ it’s been long enough. it’s time to forgive yourself. ’ ‘ your bad days don’t make your good days any less good. ’ ‘ even in your darkest times, the sun still rises. ’ ‘ your existence wasn’t a mistaken accident, it was a creation from almost nothing to something incredible – a miracle even. ’ ‘ your feelings are your own. no one should be allowed to define them for you. ’ ‘ ever since our storylines intertwined, i haven’t stopped smiling. you are the best plot twist. ’ ‘ your thoughts are something that deserve to be heard. ’ ‘ sometimes it’s not meant to be, but that doesn’t mean there’s no value in it happening. ’ ‘ your greatest love story is the one you have with yourself. ’ ‘ i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me. ’ ‘ your existence alone has altered the world. you are more important than you know. ’ ‘ thank you for letting me forget all the bad, even just for a second. ’ ‘ you were built for whatever is thrown your way. you are ready. ’ ‘ no matter what your mind is telling you, please know that you are enough. ’ ‘ what i can’t fathom is how we can be so close yet so far away. ’ ‘ you are not a bad person for having bad thoughts. forgive yourself. ’ ‘ you are growing from this. ’ ‘ you will heal in time. ’ ‘ your strength and kindness is more beautiful than you know. ’ ‘ i’m just trying to be happy and stop thinking about what other people think. ’ ‘ i want to be someone who sees magic in ordinary things. ’ ‘ be extra. enjoy things and show it. stop apologizing for it. ’ ‘ why do you keep trying to impress people who don’t matter? ’ ‘ let go of the hate. let go of the anger. let go of the resentment. just let it go because it’s holding you back. ’ ‘ you’re really cute and you make me really happy. ’ ‘ show me your genuine care. ’ ‘ why are you beating yourself up over things you can’t control? breathe. ’ ‘ people annoy me too easily. i need to cut that shit out. i’m not cool enough to be trying to pull that. ’ ‘ underestimate me and give me the ability to prove you wrong. ’ ‘ you don’t have to have everything figured out. ’ ‘ you’re not a bad person for being angry. ’ ‘ forever is an adventure with you. ’ ‘ you are not a failure. please believe that. ’ ‘ you’re my favorite reason to stay awake. ’

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Bold everything your muse has done. (caution: contains multiple common triggers)
mellohael:
mihhael:
Bold everything your muse has done. (caution: contains multiple common triggers)
Broken a bone | Gotten stitches | Had a near-death experience | Killed someone | Tried and failed to kill someone | Invented something | Been hungover | Kissed someone | Slow danced | Been in a long-term relationship | Had sex | Had sex and regretted it | Had a one-night stand | Had a threesome | Experimented with their sexuality | Had a kid | Gotten married | Self-harmed | Traveled to another country | Been in a play | Received an inheritance | Been in a car wreck | Lost a loved one | Been dumped | Dumped someone | Smoked | Gotten high | Been slipped something in their food/drink | Won a contest | Won an election | Joined a sports team | Gone skydiving | Gone hunting | Been in a band | Had a job | Been fired | Been in a wedding party | Owned a pet | Seen a ghost | Skipped class/work | Learned an instrument | Gotten a noticeable scar | Sued someone | Been robbed | Been mugged | Been kidnapped | Been sexually assaulted | Been brainwashed/hypnotized | Gone more than one day without eating | Had a recurring nightmare | Been bullied | Bullied someone | Seen someone die | Attempted suicide | Been tied/chained up | Shot someone | Stabbed someone | Saved someone’s life | Cheated on someone | Been cheated on | Had a stalker | Been betrayed | Been in a fight | Been arrested | Been to a funeral | Had surgery | Broken someone’s trust | Gotten a piercing | Gotten a tattoo | Used a fake name | Been tortured | Been abused | Been blackmailed | Had an attempt on their life | Gotten away with a crime | Gone on a road trip | Been in love
MOURN — not to bring back what was ʟᴏsᴛ, but to 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 it was t h e r e .
no L title !! we flunk the exams on purpose like happy people !!
i took the title of “potential successor”… and i thREW IT ON THE GROUND!!
if you start a ship with me i go from 0 to SIGN ME THE FUCK UP in no time flat.

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‘‘ have you ever just stopped and realized if you haven’t met a certain person in your life, your life would be completely different? ’’
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She gave a nonchalant nod. On the inside, however, she had an infinite number of thoughts and emotions frothing. Certain images reflected friends made along the way and others brought forth less than unpleasant partings or realizations of the rest.
“ Uh-huh. ”
Teeth gnawed lightly on her lips, gaze set downward and dreamy.
“ It…might be a good thing. However, when I look back it feels more like a bad thing. ” This was her confession to them. A bit of a ‘Let’s be real with each other’ moment. “ For instance, if I hadn’t met Roger, then I wouldn’t have made it here. On the other hand, if I hadn’t met Roger or Watari, then I’m sure… ”
She allowed the sentence to get swallowed up by a soft silence.
“ I wouldn’t feel so damn pissed about living back at Wammy’s House. ”
Either that or pissed about being six feet in the ground.
“ L’s successor…It’s just so hollow. Don’t you think so? ”
‘ i might be a bit fucked up but i swear i have a good heart ’
“ But who isn’t a little messed up? There is no such thing as perfection, but even so you work towards helping others. ”
There’s a ghost of a smile curling at the corners of their lips. She tries, and that’s really what mattered. She wasn’t like L. Too aware of how he was, Eli could be happy with her being one of the more humane graduates.
“ I, you’re probably one of the few of us that haven’t gone mad or torn their heart out in order to succeed. Not many can say that. ”
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❝ yeah ! i only played it up to this game. i don’t know anything about any of the other generations. hell, i have a hard time remembering that pikachu is named, well … pikachu. ❞
( ℳ. ) ┊truthfully, he hadn’t expected them to stick around & continue the conversation at hand, only because hardly anyone did that nowadays; people just being overly anxious for no reason because of kira he supposes. it certainly isn’t unwelcomed though, actually, he’d begun succumbing to his boredom & just like that did this stranger swoop in out of nowhere to metaphorically save him. thank god — at least he won’t have to revert to staying inside all damn day again.
❝ eli, huh ? name’s matt. or — not really, but who doesn’t use an alias now with kira around, eh ? ❞
“ Oh good, I’m glad I’m not the only one. ”
There’s a brief chuckle, one of the first they’ve had in a while. They’ve been dreading the air that Kira’s reign had lead. It had become a place barren of conversation -- debate has become simple black and white. Growth was being put on hold, and with these Kira worshippers, apathy had been eating at them. Enough was enough.
“ Matt... Kinda cute for an alias. I concur; Kira has been making it quite difficult, hasn’t he? I’m guessing if you’re using one, then you’re probably anti-Kira. It’s nice to find someone else who isn’t blessing him as if he’s God. ”
✰ * º ❛ more popular text posts starters ❜
‘ i’m what the kids call full of anxiety ’ ‘ life has truly been meaningless without vine. nothing’s funny anymore. i haven’t laughed in months, not even a chuckle. ’ ‘ no offense but….. release your inhibitions, feel the rain on you skin ’ ‘ people are always like ‘are you a morning person or a night person’ and i’m just like buddy i’m barely even a person ’ ‘ i’m such a fall bitch i wish it was october ’ ‘ i might be a bit fucked up but i swear i have a good heart ’ ‘ nothing will ruin your 20′s more than thinking you should have your life together ’ ‘ not dating me? sad. tragic. for you at least ’ ‘ nothing feels better than winning monopoly. not love. not sex. not free pizza. nothing ’ ‘ it makes my whole day better to see you ’ ‘ do u ever get those days where u actually look kinda ok and u take 400 selfies bc this day may never come again ’ ‘ uhh!! i need a gif, a vacation, a bowl of fruit, and $40,000 ’ ‘ i just want my heart to stop hurting ’ ‘ how do you get undepressed ’ ‘ yeah i be sad sometimes, but don’t get it twisted i ain’t weak, bitch ’ ‘ how do i become easier to love ’ ‘ (not so) Breaking News: i’m sad again and everyone’s tired of hearing about it ’ ‘ self care is rolling over and going back to sleep ’ ‘ plot twist: you let someone in and they don’t fuck you over. now that sounds lit. ’ ‘ i’m gonna hire someone to stand behind me and say swag whenever i pause between words ’ ‘ i’m fluent in talking shit ’ ‘ is ‘no’ an emotion because i feel it ’ ‘ why doesn’t anyone appreciate my sarcasm and bitterness as much as i do ’ ‘ who needs ghosts? haunt your own house. wander around your own living room wailing and crying ’ ‘ i wanna be in love but also yikes ’ ‘ i thought the stars were beautiful, but then i looked into your eyes ’ ‘ i love people who get excited about stars ’ ‘ i wonder if someone has ever thought of me so much at night that they couldn’t sleep ’ ‘ i feel at home when i look at you ’ ‘ i want to be kind and gentle and loving and i want people to see me and smile and i just want to make people happy ’ ‘ grandad built this house with his bare hands, kids. most people use bricks but not grandad. he thought hands were bricks. ’ ‘ the gorilla could have died and been done with in like a week but none of you know how to be normal ’ ‘ i break my heart three times per day ’ ‘ i’m tired, but i’m not sure what i’m tired of yet ’ ‘ making me laugh is the key to my heart ’ ‘ i stay alive for like 3 people lol ’ ‘ sometimes u just wanna bash your fucking head in ’ ‘ highest form of art: girls ’ ‘ i don’t want to look ‘pretty’ i want to look otherworldly and vaguely threatening ’ ‘ the best kind of alcohol is a lot ’ ‘ yoU THINK YOU’RE REAL CUTE, DON’T YOU???? REAL FUCKING CUTE, RIGHT???? i think so too ’ ‘ and when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while, because you’re evil and you smiling like that generally doesn’t indicate anything good. i wouldn’t even call that smiling, it’s more like smirking. ’ ‘ i love drunk me but i don’t trust her ’ ‘ mood: i’ll wait in the car ’ ‘ napping together is an important part of a relationship ’ ‘ write ‘nothing is set in stone’ on my grave both as a witty joke and a subtle warning that i will be back ’ ‘ if ur gonna date me u gotta be comfortable with a lot of casual silence bc i just never fucking talk ’ ‘ current mood: angrily bisexual ’ ‘ have you ever just stopped and realized if you haven’t met a certain person in your life, your life would be completely different ’ ‘ are those feelings??? get them away from me ’ ‘ i hope that i’m ok in a few years ’ ‘ what a beautiful day to mind ya damn business ’ ‘ i may seem like an angry person on the surface but deep inside i’m actually angrier ’ ‘ my life is just a collection of poorly made decisions with alternative music playing in the background ’ ‘ you can’t spell school without ‘i want to stab myself’ ’ ‘ i’m too cute for 90% of the shit i go through ’ ‘ the first step to any murder is to have fun and be yourself ’ ‘ do i like him or is he just tall ’ ‘ i hate perfect people… which is why i hate myself ’ ‘ becoming a cold hearted bitch wasn’t really what i planned to do with my life but here i am ’ ‘ hi i’m here to ruin everything ’ ‘ oh sorry i was thinking about myself. did you want something? ’ ‘ how do you politely tell someone that you want them naked on top of you ’ ‘ i’m not even sassy i’m just an asshole ’ ‘ i use hun not hon because you are not my honey, you are my fierce warrior ’ ‘ no mom i already have a job it’s called being hardcore ’ ‘ the best revenge is to look good ’ ‘ it’s raining but it’s not men so what’s the point ’ ‘ there’s always that one weak bitch in the group that isn’t down with murder ’ ‘ sometimes being a person is very overwhelming ’ ‘ i came out to attack people and i’m honestly having such a good time right now ’ ‘ imagine a bag of trash with the words ‘handle with care’ and ‘fragile’ written on it. that would be me. ’ ‘ the first step to murder is to have fun and be yourself ’ ‘ i always wear black just to remind you that i’m always ready for your funeral ’ ‘ i’m single by choice. it’s just not my choice. ’ ‘ wanna know how punk i am?????? *punches a wall* drive me to the hospital ’ ‘ idk what i’m doing w/ my life but i know i’m doing it wrong ’ ‘ and on your left, you can see me, ruining everything ’ ‘ i know i have friends but i feel like i have no one to talk to about the shit that goes on in my head ’ ‘ do you ever just realize how lucky you are that you did the weird thing that led to you being friends with the people are friends with? ’ ‘ holding hands is so nice and should be done more ’ ‘ things i don’t have time for: this shit ’ ‘ i swear if one more adult asks me what i’m going to do with the rest of my life i’m going to fly into the sun ’ ‘ my whole life consists of wondering whether or not to make the bitchy comment ’ ‘ i live in a constant state of feminist rage ’ ‘ i may legally be an adult but don’t be fooled, i have no idea what the hell i’m doing ’ ‘ just straight things #16: not me ’ ‘ why do ppl get so mad when girls like themselves ’ ‘ girls get made of fun of for everything. might as well do what you want lol ’ ‘ i wanna be hot enough to make people question their sexual orientation ’ ‘ i stopped caring when i was like 3 ’ ‘ say no to kids, drugs ’ ‘ i’m not crying there’s just overpriced college education in my eye ’ ‘ i live in constant fear of being shit on by a bird ’ ‘ if i go to hell i’m gonna torture everyone by continuously asking if it’s hot in here or if it’s just me ’ ‘ drug dealer? no man. hug dealer. come here ’ ‘ i’ll kiss you so hard don’t fuck w me ’ ‘ hi good morning touch me inappropriately ’ ‘ are we gonna fuckin hold hands tonight or what bitch ’ ‘ yeah i think u cute.. so what?? wanna kiss about it?? ’ ‘ i don’t know what i’m feeling but there’s a lot of it ’ ‘ why can’t stuffing my face with pizza make me attractive? ’ ‘ i wish i could download clothes ’ ‘ i don’t like your clothes take them off ’ ‘ my favorite flavor of cake is more ’ ‘ is that dick gluten free ’ ‘ lactose and no tolerance for yo bitch ass ’ ‘ i want someone who will light a fire in me ’ ‘ i want someone who will light me on fire ’ ‘ napping together is an important part of a relationship ’ ‘ pros and cons of being my friend – cons: i’m an asshole, pros: i’m your asshole ’ ‘ do you have those people that you’d go anywhere with unconditionally, like they could say ‘let’s go check out that dumpster’ and you’d be like ‘i’m in’ ’ ‘ what, with all due respect, the absolute fuck ’ ‘ if u listen closely u can hear me not caring ’ ‘ no logical decisions. we die like horror movie protagonists ’ ‘ whenever you’re feeling suddenly calm it’s because i took your voodoo doll out for a picnic on a grassy hill ’ ‘ 90% of my day is being nervous ’ ‘ 50% idk 50% idc ’ ‘ who wants to roadtrip w me we’ll hit as many ufo and paranormal hotspots ’ ‘ will u still snapchat me when i am no longer young and beautiful ’ ‘ just rolled my eyes so hard they fell off my head and now they’re rolling down the street ’ ‘ houston i have so many problems ’ ‘ today i’m feeling cloudy with a chance of sarcastic ’ ‘ imho = in my hoe opinion ’
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“ Me? ” She wasn’t entirely sure what to make of that. Perhaps they wouldn’t care for what she had to discuss. “ Let’s talk about…justice. I’ll propose a question: if you could solve a case more quickly by doing something typically considered immoral or illegal to do so, would you? Let’s say that the result is the same either way you choose. ”
“ My, that’s quite the question. ” They already had an answer, as if they had been expecting it.
“ I suppose that depends on multiple factors involving the case. You say that the result will end the same in either case, but time is a very important factor. If the results were to end the same way, then it wouldn’t be of importance to catch them in the first place.
“ Cases are dependent on the factor of “who can solve it in less time”. The more time you waste, the less likely you are to solve it. There’s also an urgency depending on what the case is. In comparison, you’d be in less of a hurry to solve a case of thievery than say a serial murderer. ”
They glance down at the closed book in their hands, still continuing on without a care. “ Since we are talking on a personal matter, and this is a hypothetical situation, I guess my answer would be yes, I would. Morality and legal matters are constructed by people in power, and thus should there be a time they break their own rules, they can construct the loopholes in order to keep themselves free from consequences. Why should I abide by rules that only benefit those in a position of power? Shouldn’t a system of justice be on equal grounds for any person regardless of differences? ”
They paused, returning eye contact. “ Ah, sorry, I guess I took over the conversation, didn’t I? What about you? Would you do it? ”
❝ i love the way your face LIGHTS UP when someone says,
“ it might be DANGEROUS. “❞
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