black widow.

                              —–and,  o h                          how i   E A R N E D   it !   

It’s kinda crazy to see the year come and go so fast. 2016 was one of my worst years maybe, but sometimes the worst years show you the best people. One of my best choices was bringing back this muse, and falling back into marvel. It’s gotten me back to a better place, and I’ve met some brilliant people and hats off to the fact I survived five years on tumblr.   and i love everyone, i just miss a lot of names on here sometimes, if you aren’t listed i still love you. <3    shoutouts.   @rozhdeniye my wife. my actual wife.  I don’t know what I’d actually do without your ass. like literally you have been with me since 2013. you have seen me in the worst moments in my life, some of the best and well this year you’ve seen a lot of bad. but you’re one of my closest friends and I simply adore you and consider you pretty much adopted family by this point because you listen to so much of my life and just have let me and sit and cry to you for hours, and I’m forever greatful that you came back swinging hard writing Rumlow because my muse to this day and it’s been two years is so attached to your muse. love you doll. plus im meeting you in may so yeah.  @outlawiism  listem you are this gem. this shiny little gem that is a human being that is beyond amazing and just wonderful. and you’re beatiful and so kind, and so nice, and it just, your writing is so stunning and you’re a gift. and it makes me happy to talk to you even if it’s not all the time you’re beatiful and kind and precious and lighten my mood in the worst moments, so hats off to you and you’ll get through this. you’ve got this, just keep fighting my dear, and you’ll win. i promise you that. 

@shpixn  You’re my divorced wife five times over. but i love you okay. you’ve known me back when i started writing bucky in 2014 and have seen so much of my personal life and listened to me when i’ve been upset and i thank you for that, and hopefully I can meet you in may too when I’m done in pa because really you’re an amazing person okay.

@pcrfectteeth fuzz, my little queen. i fucking love you okay. you’ve been this blessing to me. you’re a beatiful person and always get me in a better mood and just so beatiful inside and out and you’re just amazing person okay okay. i love you okay. <3 @gcdsfavorite  fucking kat. you are amazing. just amazing. you’re just this amazing person, and just you’re a beatiful person okay, and just so kind. so so kind towards people. @victoryveins  ily okay. really i do. you’re so kind and a sweetheart, and just beyond amazing okay. okay.

@hexxxings you’re a treasure, you’re a gem and a beatiful human being. i just want to say this and such a kind hearted person and im happy to know you.

@worserthoughts taffy you’ve been such a kind person. you literally have done so much this year for me and have been such a good friend. and an amazing person and literally it makes me so happy to call you a friend and just, you’re brilliant and amazing and i love you okay.

@ledivdova my adopted wife. listen. i love you to pieces. and god i just. i love you okay. and i wish the best of wishes for the new year, and you’re just an amazing person honestly.

@namedbucky  LISTEN. YOU’RE LITERALLY MY AUSSIE TWIN. YOU SHARE MY REAL NAME AND ITS A SECRET SHHH DONT TELL. BUT GOD I LOVE TALKING TO YOU AND UR A PRECIOUS HUMAN BEING AND I LOVE YOU OKAY. PLUS YOU LOVE BUCKY BARNES AS MUCH AS I DO.

@COMIITATUS ur that weird adopted child i took in but dont remember how it happened. oh wait. it’s called trash. anyway. a huge thank you to you, sweetheart, because you have helped so much concerning headcanons on this blog and have been a huge help when i talk to you about trigger heavy topics or any topics concerning headcanons, because it’s nice to see someone else’s voice on the matter not to mention see they care just as much for the muse. and it helps so much being able to talk about those things. :) but like i said, ur also about as trashy as me too.

@DISSOLVEDSHADOWS i hate that i love you. no really. you’re amazing trista. i love you to pieces, and im so glad i got to meet you, that i got the chance to write with you, and got to see our muses interact and i just love your muses a lot. and you always send me things that hurt but also you’re a good friend and so so kind <3. 

@purosdecorazon snow you are an amazing human being. i love you to pieces and plus you’ve listened to me over call and you just are a total sweetie that deserves everything good in the world, and i love you so much okay. really i do.

@HONEYBURNT mollie. i love you to pieces, you’ve known me since i was a small child. you knew me when i was sixteen. that says enough, and we’ve had our share of fights but lets face it, you write a really good oc. a really good one that i’ve seen change literally over the years and it blows me away, it literally blows me away. love ya.

@patrict / @ANTAGXNIZED / @ANXLGESIC / You’ve been a literal blessing honestly. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone so chill in my life, not to mention has plotted with me this vastly in a long time. you’re a good friend, you’ve got a good heart, and the amount of effort you put into your muses whether it be a canon muse or an oc is amazing, it is literally amazing the effort you put into your writing, not to mention you’re great with giving me advice concerning ww2 headcanons and such and put up with me asking about shit. and just you’re amazing person okay. and i love you to pieces and ur muses.      blog roll