kissing boys and crying pretty

i need a new email! i need a display name! i need pictures! do i show my face? do i show tattoos? where am i meeting people? do i want them in my house? do i want to be in their house? could someone write me a very thorough manual for how the fuck to do this for the first time in your late 30s?

accepting answers to these only-semi-rhetorical questions, btw

i need a new email! i need a display name! i need pictures! do i show my face? do i show tattoos? where am i meeting people? do i want them in my house? do i want to be in their house? could someone write me a very thorough manual for how the fuck to do this for the first time in your late 30s?

it’s so special to me that so much of fan culture is textual analysis for the love of the game. like thank god there are people in my phone who are also thinking about this thing i love so much that they are writing transformative fiction as character studies and setting clips of the show to music with theme-relevant lyrics and writing long text posts analyzing every line of dialogue like!! yay!!!

happy one year

spent two days this week crying about bullshit after having a fucking terrible week last week, but now, i am visiting friends all on my own, and we are getting stoned as hell and ordering mexican food, and maybe things will be ok

swam in a pool, ate enchiladas, did baby’s first bong hit, feeling gr9