Me Myself And I

Personally still here, personally still thinking of you, and personally still enjoying your photos on here and elsewhere.

Sending you lots of warmth and love and gentle, caring feelings.

Bella? Sometimes when I'm alone and feeling isolated, I like to bring up your pictures and I imagine holding you and telling you sweet and reassuring things. It's always really comforting to imagine those things. It feels good to think about because you're such a beautiful person that it feels easy and right to think those caring and affectionate thoughts about you. You are just really lovable. And then when it brings out those feelings in me, it's really relaxing and comforting and healing for me. I feel a deep gratitude towards you because I love feeling this way and you played a role in it by sharing your pictures. I'm always going to go back to look at your pictures and I am always going to feel really caring and loyal towards you.

Your Leo pics are phenomenal. You're such a total babe 💓

I love you Bella and it hurts to hear you’re going through a hard time

Your pictures give me this really good feeling, like the sort of feeling you get by holding or being held by someone you care about and feel really comfortable with, like someone who is on your side in life. I don't know what it is about you, something about the vibe or energy you give off. When I look at your pictures and look into your eyes, I feel a similar sort of reassuring feeling I get from a warm hug, even without being in the same place as you or being able to actually touch you. I very much love and appreciate this feeling and I feel very grateful to you for all the pictures you've shared.

I am such a fiercely loyal fan, but I am still really only a Tumblr person and haven't really gotten on board with (and don't really want to get into) any other social sites. I tried creating other accounts just to follow you but I just don't like the other sites or want to use them. I would love if you want to post here again even if it's just once in a while. I especially miss seing your beautiful face, and I would love if you could give Tumblr a chance again.

Are you still around on here?

you should post more :)

Bella? Every time I look at pictures of your face and body, it makes me feel really good. It makes me feel happy and grateful to be alive, and more loving. I feel love for you and love for myself and love for other people in my life. I want you to know that you are having this sort of positive effect on someone out there. I think it reflects who you are deep down. I know I am just an admirer from a distance, but my loyalty to you is strong and lifelong. You don't ever need to do anything, you have already given me a gift that keeps on giving, and I am always going to be grateful to you.

Have you ever actually met with anyone who has paid you via OF?

hey you're cute and i miss seeing you on here