Not Together But Getting There

I wonder if I ever caught someones attention. Even if I was just walking among the crowd, I wonder if they wanted to get to know me or anything like that.

Just had my last ever session! Im a bit anxious about it, but I'm almost exited. Its a new beginning trying on my own, being trusted and living without something I've had for the past year. It was really sad saying bye to my therapist though, had to stop myself from crying. She's been there for me through everything, even for my family when my mum managed to get hold of her after an incident, becoming more than just help but a friend, and its always difficult leaving someone like that who's helped me through everything. But it was always going to happen, and its just time.

I also found out last session that at my lowest they were a week from putting me in inpatient if i didn't mention or gain, so that was a bit upsetting, never really thought it was that bad. and i finally wrote my letter to anorexia, which was a lot harder than i thought, but i had more to say than i imagined, so I'm glad i did it.