My adorable Cinderella

seraphxx &&. xxfabulae 2k17 End of the Year Thing

Yes, I didn’t think it was absolutely necessary for me to make two posts on separate blogs when most of you follow and interact with both, lol~ Anyway! It the end of another year full of ups and downs, tears, laughter, shenanigans, and all that other good and bad stuff. Yet, we’re all still here striving and surviving through all that. 

As for me it been another year in the UtaPri Community. I had started this blog back in 2014 (apparently I can’t math I thought it was only 2yrs) and had one hell of a time trying to grasp Kira’s character as his type was one I’ve NEVER written as before and now look at how far he come. I appreciate those who have stuck with me from the beginning until now. To those of you have come along in recent days, weeks, months, the past year. Thank you~ even if we haven’t talked or muses haven’t interacted yet. We can still do the thing and make it happen!

I know some of you have multiple blogs so I’m just going to list the one(s) I see y’all on the most. If you don’t see your name I’m sorry! I’m doing this from the top of my head. These are marshmallowpeeps I’ve RP’d with a bunch times, talked with more than RP, wrote with at least once or twice (same applies to talking with), and some other things I can’t recall at the moment. Oh! Admire as well as we should totally talk more or something~ lol! Promise I won’t use the ‘Let’s throw a dragon through the house and see how things go from there’ plot, since I suck at plotting.

For the new year, I’m going to try and talk to more people. After I come back from deployment that is. [kick rocks]

I know I haven’t really been here much in the past few months, but with this year ending and a new one beginning it’s time for me to be sappy and gross. I do it once a year so y’all should have seen this coming really.

I’ve been in this fandom since 2014 and wow that seems like so long ago. There’ve been ups and down, people have come and gone, and yet this is still one of my favorite places to be whether I’m actually role playing or just lurking and watching everyone. 

The fact that I’ve been in this for so long has made Utapri and the fandom rpers a huge part of my life, and to be completely honest I regret absolutely nothing. As both a person and a role player being here has allowed me to grow and change and connect with more people than I ever have before. 

So before I get to the specific people I just want to thank everyone who follows me, and interacts with me. Thank you to the anons who send me things on this blog and my others. Thank you to the people who just like to read along on my blogs and follow my shenanigans. Thank you to anyone who’s ever included me in anything. 

I wish you guys all the best in the coming year.

[inspired by this]

“actually… i just miss you.”

“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”

“and slowly… i was forgotten.”

“and then everything just disappears.”

“and where do i go?”

“anyone could tell from here.”

“are you finishing that or…?”

“are you stupid or stupid?”

“anything, just call me, okay?”

“bitch better have my money.”

“bro… that’s so… not cool…”

“but did you do it?”

“call me now. it’s urgent.”

“can’t you listen to me?”

“cross that. don’t answer that.”

“don’t even think about it.”

“don’t you dare walk away.”

“do it. i dare you.”

“did you think i forgot?”

“eventually… you just move on.”

“even if you still do.”

“everything will fall into place.”

“fight me, you attractive stranger.”

“for once, i need you.”

“for once… i was right.”

“for once… i was wrong.”

“forget i even asked you.”

“forget it. you fucking suck.”

“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”

“fuck off. i mean it.”

“give and take. that’s life.”

“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”

“have you lost your mind?”

“hello? it’s me. i was-”

“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”

“here’s a glass of whatever.”

“how about a hug, hm?”

“how about you make me?”

“i haven’t forgot you yet.”

“i can’t be around you.”

“i don’t need you, really.”

“i don’t need this now.”

“is this your first time?”

“it’s just a cut, really.”

“it wasn’t me, i swear!”

“i said i love you.”

“just don’t fuck it up.”

“just… come back alive, okay?”

“just make sure you’ve eaten.”

“kick his ass for me.”

“killed him? wait, what, literally?”

“life really sucks. feel better.”

“letting go hurts… a lot.”

“let me live, will you?”

“no, i don’t need you.”

“nothing can hurt me now.”

“nothing matters anymore to me.”

“okay it was me… so?”

“people lie all the time.”

“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”

“please, you can’t die now.”

“please don’t leave me alone.”

“quiet. they can hear us.”

“quick! give me your phone!”

“quicker, you freaking piece of-”

“quit it or i’ll bite.”

“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”

“really? do i look stupid?”

“real smooth, tripping over air.”

“rise and shine, sweet thing.”

“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”

“seriously? give me a break.”

“so… what are we now?”

“so… did you miss me?”

“so… can we go eat?”

“so… when’s the next flight?”

“so… how did everything go?”

“sometimes, i wish you died.”

“so what? you did it.”

“time passes slower without you.”

“then what do you suggest?”

“the fuck? who are you?”

“then you tell me why.”

“this is not working out.”

“this isn’t what i wanted.”

“this is all a fucking disaster.”

“when did it all happen?”

“who knew you’d be here?”

“why do i even bother?”

“why do i love you?”

“why didn’t you tell me?”

“you’re just… so, so stupid.”

“you can’t be here now.”

“you look like an accident.”

“you really need to go.”

“you know who to call.”

general

❝ it’s cold out here, can i borrow your jacket? ❞

❝ warm my hands up? ❞

❝ you know, we have a fireplace for a reason.❞

❝ i made too many cookies. wanna share? ❞

❝ look! it’s snowing! ❞

❝ let’s build a snowman! ❞

❝ the car won’t start… ❞

❝ it’s supposed to snow tonight, you should just stay here… ❞

❝ i haven’t felt warmth in approximately twenty-three days. ❞

❝ that blanket looks big enough for two! ❞

❝ you’re cute when you’re cold. ❞

❝ it smells like i just walked into cinnamon hell. ❞

❝ can’t we stay in bed? it’s cold outside… ❞

❝ i made you hot chocolate/coffee/tea! ❞

❝ you’re not getting sick again, are you? ❞

❝ i’ll take care of you. ❞

❝ don’t slip! ❞

christmas

❝ let’s go to the light show! ❞

❝ i may or may not have gotten tangled up in the tinsel. ❞  

❝ i can’t stop looking. it’s so…shiny. ❞  

❝ help me with these christmas decorations! ❞  

❝ so…the tree is too big to fit through the door. ❞  

❝ last minute gift shopping is an art, and you’re not ready for it. ❞

❝ all i want for christmas is you. ❞  

❝ santa isn’t real. ❞

❝ what do you mean santa isn’t real?! ❞  

❝ do you want to get a picture with santa? ❞

❝ can i open just one? pleasseeee? ❞  

❝ don’t be such a downer, mr scrooge. ❞  

❝ i’ve been recording christmas movies for the past two months. needless to say i won’t be leaving my house for a while. ❞  

❝ help me put the star on the tree! ❞  

❝ i have michael bublé’s entire discography and an unopened bottle of wine. ❞  

chanukah

❝ i couldn’t find any gelt, but we do have raisins! ❞  

❝ i could eat latkes for the rest of my life. ❞  

❝ sour cream or applesauce? ❞  

❝ please don’t burn the house down. ❞  

❝ normal people don’t own this many candles. ❞  

❝ spin the dreidel! ❞  

❝ do you really get eight days of presents? ❞  

❝ is it a mitzvah to get lit? ❞   

❝ i’m up to my ass in a kosher morass. ❞

❝ come on, we’re about to light the first candle! ❞

❝ that’s the ugliest sweater i’ve ever seen. ❞  

❝ we ran out of oil. isn’t that ironic? ❞  

❝ oh dreidel, dreidel, dreidel, i made it out of clay… ❞

❝ sufganiyot are indisputably tastier than christmas cookies. ❞  

Requested by Anonymous

“When was the last time you slept?” 

“What? Sorry, I’m having trouble focusing…” 

“…What was I doing?” 

“What are you doing?” 

“Did you see that? No?” 

“I haven’t slept in almost __ days.” 

“You look absolutely terrible.” 

“I’m so exhausted I don’t feel tired anymore.” 

“I don’t think I can stand up without things spinning.” 

“You need to go to bed.” 

“I can’t sleep.” 

“You aren’t making any sense.” 

“…What?” 

          “Good work.” Tokiya’s greeting was accompanied by offering the other idol a water bottle as the set crew worked on moving things around for the next part of the photoshoot. In all honesty Tokiya had been a bit surprised at first to be working on this winter ad campaign with someone from another agency, but he could understand why now. “Does your group have Christmas plans Kitakido-san?” 

BONUS if they secretly like each other

“I’m so tired… ”

“I don’t want to be alone.”

“My hands are shaking.” 

“Don’t get up. I’m comfortable like this.”

“Please stay. I’d like some company.”

“Could I get a hug?”

“Would you pet my hair?”

“Will you sing something for me?”

“I just want to be close to someone for a little bit. Is that okay?”

“Can I lay my head in your lap?”

“You can touch my hair but don’t mess it up!”

“Here, lay down in my lap.”

“You know, you’re pretty comfy.”

“Come here, ya big lug/small fry.”

“Just take my hand. It’ll be better, I promise.”

“I’m not letting go.”

“I’ll hold you as long as you need.”

“It’s okay to stay, you know.”

“I’m so happy you’re here with me.”