TOCarlyn

Because I'm such a great adult XD

The fantastical life of mine

Some one please. Shoot me a bunch of shit that's gonna make me wanna go for a run with my dog tonight. Pleeeeease I get out at 11:15

I was creeping

We're not ready to start our day

I'm getting married. Just a few weeks from today. I have invited my friends. I have tried to explain things. I have tried to help. Every one keeps leaning on me for everything. I have different views so I'm a bad person, but let me deal with all of the emotional baggage of every one. I feel so fucking weak lately. What's even the point. I think I reconnect with a friend hes still fucked up on drugs. I think another friend is doing okay for a bit so I shift my attention slightly, nope. One friend gets depressed and once we work through something and I slightly shift I'm the bad person. I can't have my own views on certain things because it makes, me terrible. I can't count calories because it makes me anorexic apparently. I can't be vegetarian and support other eating different meats it makes me a hyprocite. I can't go for a walk and clear my head because it makes you think you did something wrong. I'm not peoples emotional punching bags. I want to see every one happy, but I don't want to give up my happiness to see it happen. I guess that's what makes me selfish though. I can't give up what makes me happy to make you happy