going mental.

time heals nothing. this grief is eternal

being alone doesn't bother me. what bothers me is when i let people in and they ruin the peace i created for myself

I don't need therapy, I need drugs, sleep, and a sexual relationship that survives parental contact.

see unfortunately I have this condition where if I am not explicitly told that I am a part of the ingroup then I will assume I must be part of the outgroup

so ive been thinking again and it's not going great

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

Not sure I'm cute enough to get away with being this mentally ill

May you have the courage to disappoint people who benefit from your self-abandonment.