TW: ED SAFE SPACE

i need to lock the fuck in

im always sick but never sick enough. even outside of this ed. i always have sinus issues but im never that sick. my eczema is bad but never bad enough. my depression is bad but never bad enough. i dont have a right to complain because it's never serious. im the one doing it to myself anyways. if i took better care of myself i wouldn't have any of these issues i claim to struggle with. so i probably made everything up for attention. if i was actually struggling i wouldn't be able to eat at all, i would have attempted suicide long ago, i would have wounds all over. i am just a normal person pretending like something is wrong when the only thing wrong is my inability to do anything i want to in life. please god or whoever you are. i want to be sick. please fix me.

Be so insane that when other people describe you, they sound like they are making you up

Where is my WEED

The feminine urge to slam your head against the desk untill blood is all over it

being excited to lose weight ive already lost before is so lame

Being like. Post-suicidal is so strange. Like hiiiii everybody im new I spent a good chunk of my life languishing and have like 3 or 4 lived experiences. But now I'm ready to fuck and party or whatever. Can we be friends. Im so happy to be here. Can we be friends

diet soda my beloved 🩵

The lion does not concern himself with accurate calories of non packaged food, he simply ballparks everything grossly over what it actually is