I don't know if you will ever read this, but i just want you to know that i will never stop loving you.
Its been nearly 2 weeks and its only 2 days until my birthday and to know that i wont hear from you is actually killing me inside.
I just want our nightly talks back. I love when we would talk for hours just about our days and stuff.
I love you but i cant risk my life.
I want them to help you get better. I want them to help you learn to control your anger.
I know you've been through a lot and i know you bottle everything up, but releasing those feelings through violence and threats isn't the way to do it.
I want you to become a better person through all of this. I know you can do it.
We may not be able to talk right now, but just know that i'm hoping and praying for you every day. You will get through this. You will become a better person. Don't follow in your dads footsteps. Change that cycle. Don't make somebody else the victim you once were.
Everybody tells me i shouldn't care about you and that you got what you deserve, but i really know you. You're life has been hard. Ive been there for your anxiety and mental break downs. I get it. But this will help you. I promise.
I truly love you and i want the best for you. Even if it doesn't look good right now and i can't actually tell you that.
I hope you read this and know i'm rooting for you. Maybe one day i will be able to hug you and tell you how proud i am of you.
