C'est ma chanson.

I know I keep complaining about this but it doesn’t even make sense for Bella’s character to have super self-control as a Bonus Vampire Power. This is the girl that cut her arm open with a rock because she thought it was the only way to help in a vampire battle. This is the girl that constantly tried to seduce her vampire boyfriend with insane bloodlust and Superman-level strength knowing damn well she could die. When they had their first kiss she instantly lost control of her body and tried to climb him like a tree despite agreeing to “hold very still” 0.5 seconds prior. This is the girl that punched not one, but two werewolves in the face. She went cliff-diving on a whim when a storm was rolling in! Impulse control was never her strong suit.

It is BANANAS that after over two and a half books of build-up to her gaining this super strength and speed, the culmination is like… 8 chapters fawning over her ability to not abuse these new powers.

I want to be on the timeline where this happened and they were age accurate too

I will never get over how Bella spent a good chunk of New Moon not only experiencing hallucinations of Edward but actively seeking out ways to trigger more hallucinations