I want to point out here that it has been an extremely small number of people reacting to this blog who have caused any kind of trouble. Most of my readers have been lovely, interesting people who have given me helpful feedback and helped me to try and make this labor of love - and it really was a labor of love - the best it can possibly be, as well as as sensitive as I can make it.
This was a story about personal pain, about the mundane discomfort and agony of dealing with mental health issues in a world not particularly interested in handling them.
It's sad that a small clique of assholes known for lying, demonizing, harassing, insulting, and acting in a cruel and stupid fashion seemingly just because it gets them off has made it untenable.
I've only been working on this project for what, about a week? And it already feels like I'm sticking my finger in a blender over and over every time I use Tumblr.
Lakesbian is a vicious, cruel, hateful, borderline fascistic bigot who has learned how to use hollow imitations of the language of progressivism to convince people that they are some kind of warrior for Truth instead of what they really are:
A vile piece of shit who's harassed and demeaned every single great wormfic author on this site I know worth the name, who doesn't understand Worm and frankly doesn't seem to understand the notion of basic respect for others.
In seven days of trying to write a fun little AU, I've been called sexist, transphobic, racist, and a possible zoophile. This is from the same person who makes up cock and bull stories about her targets being secret drone strike war criminals, who denounces people for ableism before gleefully engaging in it, who acts like an authority on trans rights while misgendering others, and who has done a great number more awful things.
And for what, Lakesbian? So you could be King Shit of the Wormblr Pile? So you could feel like a big person?
Well, you won. You would be a Nazi if you were a cishet white guy, but you won.
This passion project is no longer something I'm able to do without feeling utterly miserable for no goddamn good reason at all.
For all of Lakesbian's friends and mutuals, who I'm sure really do just see them as someone funny and interesting with good takes, please try to at least respect boundaries in the future.
Oh, and by the way, Lakesbian, I think I know why you're such a fascistic piece of shit hiding behind a cheap paper-mache mask of giving a shit about anyone besides your own spiteful libido. You're an idiot with no real talents and this is the only way you feel like you matter.
I really did try to be polite, friendly, and helpful. I apologized, I edited my posts in hopes of making them less offensive (and yeah, less offensive, because I didn't want to come out and say I didn't think they were offensive anymore for free of that being distorted as something to shit on me with), I even answered that ask that dashingdashing asked me as best as I could in hopes of being helpful, friendly, and aboveboard.
I've never been a perfect author, but even I deserve better than to be a punching bag so some fucking antisemite ("Wtf is with those random Hebrew letters????" "Well, they're the Hebrew letters for "Aleph", "Bet", and "Gimel", which I learned in Hebrew School on account of being a Jew.
To my audience, again, I'm so sorry. You didn't deserve this, but you know what? I didn't either.
I'm dropping this hellsite entirely, message me or not because I sure won't see it.
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