CaffeineChic

Love character relationships that can only be described as "whatever the fuck these two have going on"

writing tip: put words on page. hope this helps. i will not be taking questions because i have not done this

bro said he was beleaguered i was like well look what has beset you

s5 lamb and river dynamic gives me much to think about. I don’t think lamb pities river or is particularly self-introspective, but I do have to think s4 threw him for a loop subconsciously or more than he lets on. imagine being in his shoes for a second like okay I have been trying to get my delusional shithead employee to leave for forever, I never wanted him to join my workplace, I wish he would just fuck off. he’s an annoying nepo baby who I only still have to deal with because of his grandfather, and I hate his fucking grandfather. what’s that. oh you said if my stupid employee didn’t end up in this job where he works for me he would’ve been raised a child soldier in a death cult led by his father. oh and now im hearing his grandfather went against the best interests of the service, the only time I have ever heard of his grandfather doing something like this, and it was to buy him and his mother from his father. but his mother didn’t want him or might’ve brought him back to his cult leader father she was groomed by so his grandfather got him instead. that’s why his grandfather could fill his head with all that bullshit about what we do. my stupid idiot employee i’ve hated for being a nepo baby was essentially groomed into this life I willingly entered and grew to despise. okay. cool. and now his grandfather, this man who controlled me and made me do awful things I regret is losing his mind so I’ll never be able to get any kind of resolution from him. and I can’t even hurt him anymore even though I have the upper hand now because he won’t even fucking understand it anyway. however, i must not forget the most important thing here: my stupid idiot employee still fucking sucks at his job. a paint pot you say

the best fanfiction you've ever read was written by a woman in her 40s before she made dinner for her kids. it was written by a teenager after school when they should've been studying for a history test. and a barista came up with the idea while they cleaned the espresso machine and busser fact-checked it on their break and the post-doc edited between writing grant proposals and the nurse apologized for typos in the notes after a long shift and behind every drabble and one-shot and multi-chapter fic there is a person with a wonderful and interesting and chaotic life and it is such a privilege that we get to be apart of it because they decided to do this thing we all share, for fun.