Caffeine Darlin'

I’m feeling overwhelmed

I’m distressing in nature and taking pictures of the natural beauty.

Ador reading a good book and painting, but also talking to my friends and myself.

Today had beed a really stressful day but I’m  grateful for it and I appreciate every second of this day.

09/09/2022

After a rainy day, I enjoyed the fresh air and the natural course of existence. I saw for the first time in my life ladybug’s eggs and i got closer to a bee.

Faith.

I got to the conclusion that anything we do can be undone only by faith. Ironic, isn’t it?

We can plan, we can try and we can hope; if it’s not meant to be, it will not be. What is yours is waiting for you and you will receive it when you’ll be ready, this is how things work. Easy and believable!

Life is like a game. We all have a line written for each and everyone of us. Our role is to play it the best or the worst we can. We can choose if we want to be the good or the bad guy in this short period of time game.

Love yourself!

We hear it everywhere but we don’t actually believe it or we don’t know how it actually feels. The cruel true is that you can’t achieve this stat of “loving yourself unconditionally” if you haven’t been through hell.

There are some steps in life when we must be broke and powerless in order to grow and bloom. If you don’t suffer, you don’t learn.

This is how you can start loving yourself:

Accept!

Look at things from a different perspective. If something bad happens, instead of acting like a victime or complain, you can smile, breathe and let it be! Accept and deal with what you have.

You know is your soulmate when all of your senses feel theirs.

I was in the subway train the other day, reading my book, listening to my favourite music and having imagines playing in my head while I was running through the words of Victoria Aveyard in War Storm. I was right there on the war filled, fighting Maven’s people and trying to save Cal from an acvatic when suddenly this energy got me out of my “play ground”.

I didn’t look righ away, I don’t want to seam desperate, but he was there… like, right there.

His presence was disturbing but not in a bad way witch was weird because it didn’t happened to me before. I could feel his eyes on me, but I continue pretending I was reading. In reality, I read 2 pages and a half, but if you ask me now, I have no idea what happen in there.

I had this need of looking up at him, I felt that extremely feeling of NOW, LOOK AT HIM. And I did, but right then he look in the opposite direction, I felt myself in some kind of comedy.

We were watched by this lady who was smiling at us, smiling. The flirty look was obvious.

And then…

We made eye contact and that was the magic point.

All of my body functions stoped for a second or two, I couldn’t breath anymore and all I could think about was who is he? What is happening and why? I panicked and I never panic, especially at men.

At the next station I got out of the train and he didn’t. That hurt and again I was thinking why would it hurt if you don’t see a stranger anymore? How can you even fell in love with a stranger just by looking into their eyes? Why do I feel the need of crying?

Yes, I wanted to cry so bad, but I didn’t, why would I do it? For what?

Perioada din an cand înflorim!

Este cel mai bun moment cand putem sa “o luam de la capat”. Renunța la persoanele toxice din viata ta. Nu merita efortul si atentia ta!

Acționează cu bunătate chiar si atunci cand primesti numai rau! Întoarce spatele negativității, nu pune la suflet. Fi bun!

Asistenta sociala nu este deloc ce crede toata lumea ca este! Comprimare absolut tot ce tine de educarea, dezvoltarea, integrarea in societate si finanțarea omului.

(/Caffeine-darlin/)