Important!! Need to move out from abusive household!
Warning : Abuse, ableism, SA mention, negligence, etc.
Hi! I know I did say I would leave tumblr. I would give this place one chance to help me because I cannot always rely on Instagram to reach out for help, and I am in need on moving out because I cannot endure any longer with what is happening at home!
I need people to actually hear me out and believe me this time! this will all sound insane but all this is true. I'm stuck at this horrible household for 2 decades with repeating cycles of narcissism and abuse and it's driving me mad not in a good way.
My family refused to let me get legal documents and Valid IDs when I'm a legal adult now. Because I was diagnosed with ADHD at 5, that alone planted in their brain in the most twisted way treating me like a homesick pet who knows nothing and I'm being looked down when I do harmless stuff normal young adults do.
they refuse to take me to therapy when people with mental disorders are required to attend for maintaining their well-being. My parents and local community said (and I mean they literally said this) "they can't be cure because it's always the same."
I haven't been into college, and they won't let me get a job because they think I'm not smart or capable enough to even go out alone longer. "why grow up to leave when you have your family, don't you see we care?" is what they always say
with very little allowance every week (₱500 = $8) those were only spent for pet foods, small shopping for necessities, and monthly dentist appointment. I tried doing my best to get commissions as my only way to get financial support so I can finally move out but I was never enough so I keep doing my best improving my art so I'm qualified enough
I'm always screamed at by my mother because I set boundaries, or did not follow her orders the way she wanted. She always threatens to send me to the mental hospital to get rape and beaten (she always say this to manipulate my attention) because she knew I'm very vulnerable at those topics. I was molested and sexually abused by relatives, neighbor, and other. I was not protected and was told "you must be imagining" " they're just hugging you because you're family"
the house is getting trashier lately from all the hoarding on online shopping and I'm being declined to at least move them
It's why I haven't been drawing and animating so much because the constraints at home. This is just the tip of the iceberg and I am very exhausted to explain the whole thing and for staying here too long
I am unable to create GoFundMe I even tried to ask friends for help but there was some problems with it so I'm suggested by fands to use alternatives such as GoGetFunding instead
PLEASE HELP ME OUT REBLOGS ARE DEEPLY APPRECIATED!!
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