|| Due to my lack of muse, I shall be putting this blog under an indefinite hiatus. It was fun in the beginning but things pilled up and I can’t maintain it active as I’d like. It was fun but Fire Emblem isn’t so big on me now and I’m having to study a lot for college. With this in mind, I’ll cease posting stuff here and just label it as an INDEFINITE HIATUS / SEMI-ARCHIVED. if it makes any sense. I apologize but this started to feel like a chore and I have no muse for my threads.... So, as you can see, I’m letting them linger in my drafts for a while longer before deciding if I’m dropping them or not...
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⚔ “Christmas? I don’t believe I’ve heard of such thing... but nonetheless, it is a time for celebrations. I wish you a pleasant evening and that all your wishes come true.”
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|| Independent OC - my tiny tall boy who got a name and look change back since 2017. Yes, you may remember Aqu… Oh boy, wasn’t he a mess… Without any further a due, I present you Akiko Kazuko!
He may look like your casual drop-out but he’s actually a real nice guy that got hurt far too many times and so… he may just dislike your character at first glance. Nonetheless, he’s a huge sweetheart and craves affection from anyone tbh. Even a dog or a cat can do it so why can’t your muse, uh? Oh, I must warn you he’s gay af but doesn’t quite accept the idea due to fears of shaming his family. So yeah, he’s also a mess! Give him a chance, alright?
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|| Activity will be spotty for a short while I figure where I’m going with my life
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|| Update: Due to a health problem which will most likely get me in a recovery place (so to speak), I’ll be forced to place every single one of my blogs under an indefinite hiatus. However, I can strongly assure you that if I do get better and manage to go through these dark times, I’ll come back with more activity given that I may drop out of college and whatnot.
|| hey guys. i know it’s been a heckin long time since i last logged in but... things happened and i’m searching for the best possible outcome in all of it. i’m just trying to recover so please bear with me for a little while longer... i’ll put a hiatus notice just in case.
i’m sick. bed ridden actually so it’s difficult to get access here. given the circumstances, i’ll be placing every single one of my blogs under hiatus.
i know i don’t have to justify myself but if anyone could read the text below and spare a little advice, i’d appreciate it...
tw. for blood / vomit / depression / suicide down below
i’ve had a few surgeries by now... however, this last one didn’t go as planned and i ended up throwing up a huge amount of blood since a clot appeared and i didn’t know about it. i could’ve been dead... and honestly, i prayed for it.
my friend, who i ended up loving and confessing to, doesn’t want to talk to me any more. he told me that the very same day the clot exploded and a few hours before us meeting to hang out... it’s my fault though. i pressured him to hang out with me more often... i gave him gifts and i had deep talks with him... i didn’t see he was getting uncomfortable. now i can’t reach him and i deeply wanted to tell him i’m sorry and that i’ll never talk to him again if he doesn’t want to. i’m too attached tbh though. i’d pay anything to be able to say goodbye properly...
i can’t cry due to my surgery... nor speak... nor breathe properly... basically, efforts and even things i took for granted are gone now. i just wanted to reach him one final time... but i don’t know where he lives and i don’t know his phone number... all i know is where he studies (next to my college), where he hangs out and where he trains... and i’m aware it’s proving itself impossible for anyone to let him know that i still love him but that i also hate him for making me love him. i wanted to punch him ... but i didn’t. he broke my heart, stomped on it, shoved it down my throat and i still care. i’m absolutely pathetic, i know...
my family forbid me from killing myself. but i’m a grown man so i have the right to do it if i find the pain impossible to bear, right? imagine if you were feeling like shit, and you can’t even cry. you can’t even say you’re hurting because you can’t speak... nor scream... nor make anything but a few groans...
i’m alone in a white room... i wanted to get help after i recovered from my surgery but... my family doesn’t want me in a mental institution nor do we have the money now that i ended up having two of them in a row...
i don’t know what to do and i can’t say it out loud... my manuscripts are under surveillance as well...
my best friend doesn’t call me... she never came to visit me. no one from class came either..... nor any friend... nor family. except my parents and grandparents. but i know they’re in terrible pain from seeing me like this.
if anyone could spare a little advice... i’d terribly appreciate it.
|| And we interrupt this hiatus to inform you that tomorrow it’s IBERANIME OPORTO! I shall be all over the place since I have no booth but if you want to see me, feel free to hit me up. Land me a shout like “Hey Mikan!” (since I’m cosplaying the SHSL Nurse of DanganRonpa) and I’ll swoop you off your feet for a photo!! Ahahahah, photos will be posted on my insta so.... yeah! Wish me luck, everyone!
Also, I’m feeling better so I can assure you this hiatus will be short lived! Can’t wait to be back on my good boi Byleth
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|| i’m gonna snooze for a bit and i’ll come back tomorrow to send my drafts out and to finish any starters i have pending. uni + 2 blogs? not recommended for a regular sleep schedule.
⚔ Another day had passed within the seemingly peaceful walls of Garreg Mach and the young teacher had finally settled down in the garden, resting his eyes and enjoying the soothing breeze. It was even almost as if a weak smile could be seen curling his lips...
A deep sighed escaped his lungs and he looked at the sky, wondering if he was doing justice to what most said about him... He was young, and despite the years being a mercenary, he still had much to learn himself. So why did Rhea pick him to become a teacher at Garreg Mach?
“Am I really doing the right thing?” - he asked with a soft voice as if someone would answer his question. Perhaps one day he’d find such answer... but for now the breeze would suffice. That was until he felt someone was nearby...
