I think I worked really hard today because I can feel my breath reach spaces in my body I hadn’t felt in a while

If I set up the projector in my bedroom, I’m afraid I will never leave my bed

My warm bedside light makes me feel like I’m in a train cabin, upper berth. I haven’t travelled long distances via train in a very long time. Hot tomato soup, slim breadsticks, and butter. Endlessly looking out the window during the day or simply chatting with other travellers, sharing food and stories. A book or an mp3 player to keep you company at night. Going somewhere you’ve never been before.

“It’s fine!” (hint: It’s not)

Dreamt of an ex

Slowly moving back to early mornings. I've decided to study for some reason. I feel hungry and compelled, mostly. There's no exam to look forward to, I just want to learn very specific things in the set timeline I'm giving myself, roughly under one and a half years. One thing I'm looking forward to is connecting with others, be it formal students or even people like me. It will be nice to have a place or forum to go to with all the questions I'm going to have. There are exams that I could use to model my course syllabus, but I'm not sure if I want to do that yet.

learnt something new abt myself in June I like to sit down while I brush my teeth so every morning &night I try different spots around the house