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me: i'll just eat normally and be normal :)

my ed:

Me: *binges*

My ed: you’re a fat pig

Me:

🔥 having a face so slim that you don’t need contour

🔥 having thigh cap so my legs won’t rub against each other

🔥 having collarbones and boney shoulders

🔥 having a slim waist everyone is jealous about

🔥 fitting in size xs and xxs

🔥 wearing croptops

🔥 wearing skirts and shorts

🔥 ”have you lost weight?”

🔥 ”i wish i looked like you”

🔥 ”wow you look amazing!”

🔥  using sexy lingerie with confidence

🔥  you’ll be the skinny friend

🔥  fat is the grossest thing ever

🔥  tight dresses!!!

🔥  seeing your ribcage

🔥  enjoying sex more bc you don’t have to worry what they think about your body

🔥  staring at mirror and not wanting to puke

🔥  to see the number on scale

🔥  going to the beach

🔥  oversized clothes will look good

🔥 no one will judge you for eating junk food

🔥 no more double chin

🔥 skinny jeans will look soooo good

🔥 your boobs will fit in cute bralettes

the little voice in my head: remember when you were fat, oh wait you are

me: