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thank you so much! that means a lot to me, truly. though, if you ask my sister I was always meant to be a woman with multifaceted talents, haha. have you ever wanted to try? it's never too late to, you know? even your smallest roles can have a big impact. one can even argue that is exactly what you do in music videos. so in a way you do have some experience. would you look at that, you and I have something in common. I also did some acting as a kid.

you're welcome. i mean she isn't' wrong. you are definitely talented with every single thing you do. i've thought about it but the fact that i focus on music all the time, i don't have too much time to do much else. i know. maybe one day i'll get to take the plunge. that's true and it's fun to do a bit of acting in music videos. yeah? glad we do. guess my parents were trying to get me out there in some way which i don't mind.

i know. you couldn't just message me whenever you wanted but glad you are back out here thriving again. we can plan something. maybe get some food together and catch up. i bet and i'm sure they missed you a ton. i am! i can't wait till it's out and to hear what stay thinks.

what can i say you're my favorite but don't tell the others. i mean you're our leader but still my favorite nonetheless. think we need just time together when it's not 2 room either but just us you know? get some foods, play some games, hang out and catch up even though we're literally together all the time. come over? let's do something.

don't worry, i don't blame to let the others know at all. i appreciate it. think i can tell who the others have as their favorites especially with a couple of them pairing off, haha. i get it and you know i'm all for it. sounds like a good time to me plus it will keep me from rotting away in the studio. i can do that. i'll be over as soon as possible.

how are you feeling about you guys' comeback so far? i know it's fairly recent, so i'm just wondering how you cope with the pressure. personally i let the pressure fuel me to do better, and push me to my limits, but i know everyone's different. [ @bvngchcns ]

i'm enjoying it honestly. i am so glad the fans love the new song. i'm eager to see the response to the album when it releases. honestly, i tend to overthink a lot but i'm doing my best to handle it. i take it to do better myself since i always want us to outdo ourselves whenever it comes to our next song.

do you also feel like some moments between when we were in new york and now went by in a blur and/or that you've somehow gone through a vortex because, what do you mean the album's releasing next month? i'm excited for everything and to be back on tour but sometimes i think it'd be nice to be able to hit rewind. unless that meant completely messing up the timeline, accidentally fumbling and doing some illegal history revision? then maaybe not. @bvngchcns

i mean i do sometimes. with how much we do, it always feels like a blur. not sure about vortex there. your mind is going places it seems though. i mean, getting to rewind a bit or even just pause time for a second would be nice. okay, you are thinking too hard about this. let's take it a step back and breathe a bit. how are things on your end since it's been a bit since i checked in with everyone.

how is my favorite leader doing? when are we going to hang out? i feel like we haven't really spent much time togeth since we've been working. kind of think we need to hang out outside of work where we don't have to worry about making videos for youtube or music stuff. just changbin and bangchan hanging out together. think we're due for a proper hang out. @bvngchcns

already throwing out the compliments. i'm flattered here, binnie. we can hang out anytime. we have the free time before the album drops. i mean i get that. any time together consists of us working in some way. we gotta change that. i'm all for a proper hangout with you. whatever you wanna do, i'm in.

jae, it's been too long since i've heard from you, mate. you know, the usual. trying not to be the overbearing leader while also keeping an eye on everyone. you know it is. missed you a lot but glad you are back. we should hang out together before i get super busy again with the album next month and with tour.

i think you're onto something here and i'm wondering why we've never talked that much before? gonna blame it on us being leaders and our busy schedules, but it would be fun to throw around ideas with someone who is in the same position as you. it's been amazing and hey, congratulations on the tour yourself. i can't imagine how excited you are and take all that tour preparation with pride. always exhausted, but that's the life of an idol, you know all about it.

yeah, our duties as leaders and group activities make us pretty busy it seems. i just mentioned i admired you when i used to do chan's room live streams. surprised neither of our fandoms tried to get that information out to you. i wouldn't mind that. i'm all for you throwing ideas at me and i'll throw some back at you. that's good to hear. thanks! we're all excited honestly though i know we're gonna be exhausted by the end of it. true. can't be an idol without the exhaustion after a long day of performing or running around making sure someone isn't trying to set something ablaze.